Sorry everyone for being so lagtastic with posting! I strugg..
🕑 Added 2020-09-28 17:18:58 +0000 UTC
Sorry everyone for being so lagtastic with posting! I struggle a lot mentally as seasons change and this is my first fall/winter creating constant content. It’s really hard for me to feel motivated and happy about things during these times.
Don’t misunderstand! I love my job and I enjoy having the incentive to be productive in something I want to do! It’s just a lot more of a challenge to get myself to create content and do anything that makes me happy. I’m a lot more depressed and unmotivated in the fall/winter times. A lot of creators suffer the same and I’m sure some of you can even relate.
I always try and be productive and do happy things during my “dark times” and trust that I’m not going to go ghost! Being away from media for an extended amount of time would just worsen the way I feel even more then normal! I’m simply letting you know that if it ever seems like I’m not being super active every day, or even don’t post for one whole day once in awhile (like yesterday) it’s only because of how challenging it is for me and I may let myself mentally rest a bit. I truly do hate not doing anything for a whole day though so don’t expect that often at all!!
I know this wasn’t a sexy read but I just wanted to be open and real with you all. I never thought I’d grow this much and I really appreciate how you all like what I do and offer your support on my accounts!! I don’t want any of you to think I don’t give a damn and just don’t put effort into my pages. That’s why I hope you understand how much I’m going to try and keep making more content on a steady basis for you all and that I never purposefully mean to be super inactive.
Thank you all for your support and understanding! I’m going to work hard to achieve my content creation goals no matter the challenges 🥰
