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Hello! I think it's finally time to come back 🥰 I've been m..
🕑 Added 2023-10-18 15:20:39 +0000 UTC Hello! I think it's finally time to come back 🥰 I've been mentioning this quite often, but I really wasn't happy with my body anymore. I've gained 10kg in the last 4 years, and I was also ready to do something against my depression. I've had enough of crashing every 2-3 months and being depressed for 1-2 weeks. I finally found a workout routine that worked for me. I've always wanted to workout at the gym, but it's quite intimidating at the start without a good guide. I now have an online personal trainer with videos, and I'm really enjoying resistance training. I've successfully worked out 56 times since the start of August. The goal was 6x a week, as it's harder to procrastinate on "daily habits". I've struggled with YouTube workouts because I honestly dislike HIIT workouts a lot, so I'm really happy that I found something that works for me! No huge transformation yet, but I am feeling a lot stronger, and I think I've gotten more toned. Time to be buff in a few months 😆 So I've been busy with workouts, a huge garden redesign project, taxes, and just getting into a good rhythm. I also had a boyfriend for 2 months. It was nice while it lasted, but it also showed me that I'm really on the asexual spectrum. I couldn't deal with all the affection and lack of sexual drive compared to his (he did tone it down a lot for me). Find me a boyfriend that is close to asexual or low libido that doesnt mind OF... time to be single for a very long time 😂. And please don't start with "it wasn't the one" or that I need more experience. I really don't like kissing and have very little interest in sex. I also feel very little sensation on my body; e.g., licking my boobs gives me no reaction, and thats just one example. I guess body sensation is linked to libido... Anyway, I'm done exploring my sexuality. I'm even more convinced I'm asexual now, so I also won't be selling any full nude content anymore. That was an exploration phase of mine, but I never fully enjoyed it. That was my short update. I hope you've been well! I'll be sending out some extra pictures for everyone who stayed subbed while I was gone ❤️
