So here's the most recent update. I am back in the central U..
🕑 Added 2018-09-27 16:41:11 +0000 UTC
So here's the most recent update. I am back in the central USA out of Vegas. I've applied to a place and I'm hoping to hear back about my new home by the end of this week.
This has been super hard, I lost my furniture, all my supplements that I take regularly, my gorgeous bedroom, my ninja blender, basically everything but my laptop and my clothes. And since my phone shattered moving I pretty much lost that too.
At one point during this I said "Wow, if I had known I was going to have my home taken from me I would have spent less time working all the time and more time seeing my friends." But honestly I'm glad I did work all the time because that's really whats keeping me going right now.
4 years ago I was homeless and sleeping outside or in a car. Then I worked three jobs for over a year while trying to break into porn. I'm very grateful I'm not homeless right now. I've had alot of friends to stay with, and people are being supportive.
I wish I could tell you exactly why this happened and happened so suddenly but the most I think I can say still is: I was on a lease with someone else. I couldn't live with them anymore. I offered to end our lease voluntarily so both they and I would no longer live at that apartment. I thought it was a nice offer. They couldn't pay rent anymore and I didn't want to live with them so I offered to pay two months and break the lease. They said no and started using their name on the lease as leverage. I paid their rent for them for one month. I negotiated and begged for them to accept my half of the rent for the remainder of the lease to let me off the lease because I couldn't and wouldn't live with them. After other people intervened they accepted the offer. I can't prove that they wanted me to pay their rent on the place for the remaining nine months but I can speculate that was the case based on their actions. So for the freedom of not living with someone I *can't* live with, who told me themselves they have no money and can't pay any rent, I will be paying $700 a month for 8 more months while not living there.
And they had the audacity to ask me for that $700 a month for 8 months up front in the form of $5000+ cash.
This has been an absolute nightmare. If the getting kidnapped and held hostage for 12 hours was a ten, and having an abusive ex who physically harmed me and fucked me non consensually was an 8 or a 9, this whole ordeal has been at least a 7.
There were full weeks I was trying to negotiate with this person to sign paperwork or accept money and they would blow me off for 5 days at a time and say "I'm busy this week. I have a party monday and then I'm going camping thursday till next monday" knowing that I was crashing with friends, sleeping on borrowed spaces. My entire life was on hold for a complete and total narcissist while they had fun and expected me to pay their rent.
On a truly human note I have basically had a taste of what women do to men when they divorce them. This person held me on the hook for $1400 over 9 months, completely disrespected my time and my livelihood, and was either entirely incapable of giving a fuck about me, or decidedly not.
I want to really drive this point home, I could not live with this person. It wasn't an option. And what I was asking them for wasn't much. I knew they had their own life to deal with and respected that. I was asking them to take a ten minute walk to a leasing office and submit paperwork that should have taken them less than ten minutes to print out. I waited for two weeks for them to find the time to do that. And then I had to wait another two weeks for them to find the time to meet me in that same office and sign one more piece of paper. I spent four weeks begging this person to find a divided 30 minutes to get me off this lease in exchange for $700 a month over 9 months.
At one point they had the brass to tell me they were excited to have my pink bedroom as they'd always wanted a pink bedroom.
So now I'm back in the central united states waiting to hear back on a place out here while this person continues to party and post pictures of themselves at beaches having a wonderful time. And I greatly appreciate you sticking in here with me and being a subscriber to my only fans.
This thing has been borderline traumatic for me. I haven't been really able to focus on content because of it and I apologize. I have a brand new blowjob scene I am going to edit and get up by the end of the next week. I hope you'll enjoy it.
