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🕑 Added 2022-04-03 07:23:56 +0000 UTC Edit: have to add more pics to this post, just doing more to this green ink pieceeeeeeee getting lost innittttt haha Did I ever post theseeeeee? lolz I think i left them at my place, i got i think four of them? Will send for $100 tip, signed, and kissed hehehe (US peepzzz! unless u wanna pay for international shippppinggg haha) my old roommate is squatting there at the old place hahahah we feel like they gonna do something SKETCH so, like on the 26th we got a settlement offer, most likely cuz they saw how STUPID it was to go thru a whole eviction process when our lease literally ended that same month lol, it was to "vacate judgment" amongst other things, like waiving my right to talk shit about them if they promise to do the same lol but i was rushed to fire our shitty lawyer, just to have Jesse take him back to be able to take this settlement....but now they arent responding to us, we had questions about things that needed clarification that was like lawyer speak, just needed him to tell us in terms we knew like a fucking human lol but ofc they DID NOT respond back, so jesse thinks they up to something sketchy, cause on the settlement it said we had to be out by the 31st at 5pm, i was there and nothin happpened lol but we paid rent for this month to the court, and ill be back over there tomorrow to get remaining shit, but IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF LOL I totally got ALL my resin/molds/pigment pastes, collage shit, all my crackle mediums and texture pastes, aAAANNnnNDDDD a box of MINI AS FUCK paint tubes, along with my pouring mediums mixed together in a squirt bottle and brought white/black base paint LOL I already convinced him to smoke inside, u guys shooould see ill post vid lol, he wanted me to go outside to my car every fucking time i wanted to smoke and i told him how like NOT SAFE that is compared to smoking in your home, in terms of getting caught and he agreed because fucking duh LOL but i have this HUGE TUBE with a drier sheet on the other end and blow thru it, dopest high school hack EVAR ahahhaha I legit got ALLLALllLLL my plants too, thats the only thing my dad complimented me on was how nice it looked, but hes freaking about the amount of stuff i have even when he cant see it, and he totallly crossed a boundary and cleaned inside of my space when i was gone and i legit snapppepeeeddd on him and was like I AM 30 NOT 13, YOU LOST ALL THOSE YEARS and that struck him enuff to def wake him up at least about that, how he needs to trust me and its my space, my ability to keep it clean etc . just hoping that i get more fucking spaceeeeeee i def am on eggshelklllsss timez a million O.o bc i wouldn't the controllllllll tho is pretty bad, like very very bad. and Her is a very engulfing person, consuming when hes not working he has nothing to do and i knew this was gonna happen cause i was phone call with him everyday for like at least 2 hrs i had to put aside knowing my dad would call and like just completely consume me AT LEAST 2 hrs a day, and i was okay with it because I know hes lonely, and needs someone to talk to, we missed twelvee somethin yeaaarsssssss to be able to have a relationship, his fault with that and the guilt he holds is insane, he treats me like a childdddd bc he didnt know how to treat me as I got older, so alotttttttt of controlling PARENTAL feelings, of being watched and followed around and picked up after, it really fucks me the fuck off and yeah i cant get ANYTHING done when hes around bc i feel like he is suffocating. It needs to be addressed but in a therapy environment, which i need a new therapist lol fuck the one i hadddd she did and said absolutely NOTHING their entire time every session, and it was so awkward feeling like i knew she didnt like me and was just waiting for each session to be over so i said fuck dis and now need to find a new one lmao BUTTTTT ortho appointment coming up! i might need braces before any surgery and i cant even imagine how painful that will be, like putting more shit in my mouth before fixing anything with it, oh mah gah. ity gets to me sometimes thinking about it haha but i am SO HAPPYyYYyY that im finally settled and think that awkward feel will go away soon, i just need to get engulfed in my art, but holy fucking CAT HAIR loooool imma bout to do resin and will be picking shit out for an hr because my bed is literally right in front of my work area, and my cats just sit there alllll day lololol i cant wait tho bc the lighting is AMAZEBALLS, this window is north facing and absolutely perfect for recording, i cant wait honestly to record ANY art, and imma utilize youtube finally i think hehe OKAY THIS IS A NOVEL! but hella updateeteteteteee! I will wait the six months to reapply, for the art space... I was extremely sad but this will give me time to prep and SAVE AHHHHHH YOPU GUYSSSSSSSSS, if i get like 30k saved, i am so moving back to Europe and doing it again PROPERLY LOL, this country is not for me and experiencing other places def i know that in my heart i belong NOT HERE lol after this war....which has been devastating to follow but eye opening to how brutal people can be and how resilient people can be...SLAVA UKRAAINNEEE! Here is an amazing mix of Ukrainian artists i found today <3 https://soundcloud.com/darkheartrecordings/uamix Lemme know if anyone is new and hasnt gotten a message from me yetttt! I have had alot to catch up on, on like every platform cause how consssuuuuumed ive been and unpack and decompress after my cat gave me a fucking heart attack too looool HOW IS EVERYONENENNENEN!??????? It means alot to me if you got this far :'3
