i am feeling discouraged on here ...
a lot of you send me t..
🕑 Added 2022-10-01 05:33:06 +0000 UTC
i am feeling discouraged on here ...
a lot of you send me the sweetest DMs saying how much you appreciate my stories and the insight they give into my personality
which is exactly my intention and i appreciate your messages so much!
but then someone made a comment that "people pay for porn" on this platform, and that's just not aligned with where i'm at
but there is also truth in it
one of my friends made €1,000 in her first month on here because she's totally all about sharing explicit content openly, and honestly all the power to her for that!
i have fun taking photos and videos, sharing my stories and chatting to you on here
but it also requires time and energy, and i am trying to find a balance
i want you all to feel like you're getting what you want
and i also want to feel like i am staying true to myself, and not pouring from an empty cup
should i have kept my page free so that if you want to stick around for stories, you can, and if you want to see more explicit PPV content, you can make that conscious choice yourself?
do i need to accept that this OF world is not for me, as i put way more energy into this that i receive in return and i can't give people what they actually want anyways?
i don't know ...
but here is my midnight mood in the spirit of authenticity!
