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Hey there! ๐ Its been way too long since my last post. This ..
🕑 Added 2021-07-22 13:12:27 +0000 UTC Hey there! ๐ Its been way too long since my last post. This will be a waaay overdue update (Read below) and a sneak peak from my SG set which will go up in 3 months! This was my personal favorite set so far, so I hope you'll like it too! ๐โค (It was shot on the same day as my previous set, but due to delays I only got them recently๐ช) FIRST THINGS FIRST: I want to start by saying I don't apologize for being gone. HOWEVER I will apologize for my lack of communication towards you guys. I owed you at least that. So for that, I am sorry. ๐ What started as postponing turned into irrational anxiety. Which didn't really help how I was doing. SITUATION & UDATE: Right now, I'm in the final phase of my current therapy (DBT) and am not anywhere near where I want to be. During the last few months, an insane amount of things I thought were either normal or minor appeared to be major problems. This is partially because a lot of 'professionals' in my life, fucked up. Example: I found out that mental health professionals are supposed to discuss a diagnosis when made. Not once in my life had I gotten that, but only a few even told me at all. Yes, they gave me a diagnosis without telling ME, that I have it? This has led to wrong medication, sometimes VERY wrong medication and not getting the right help. I was left with stress, anxiety and an identity crisis. K, NOW WHAT?: All I know for sure is that during final weeks of therapy, all my attention will be focused on that. After that is a 2 month period of no sessions, a final evaluation will be held after that. What I don't know is what I'll do in those 2 months and after. I want to get back to making new content ASAP. I miss making it, and connecting with people through it. But I can't predict what will happen for certain. I don't want to make any more promises I might not be able to keep. For you, and myself, to avoid unnecessary stress/guilt. So unfortunately that's all I have for you... ๐ณ Thank you to those who sent me sweet messages! I might not reply but I read them all. Always. Thank you so much for just being here! You're amazing! โค๐
