FOR EVERYONE ASKING:
I tried using a SD website - he said h..
🕑 Added 2020-12-01 03:11:46 +0000 UTC
FOR EVERYONE ASKING:
I tried using a SD website - he said he'd give me $600 to play w him right that minute. i knew it was a lot, but a lot of guys in their bio were talking about that much for allowance. we did it, i asked him to pay me, he stalled for two hours. then sent me screen caps of my family's facebooks, threatening to send my stuff to them, and post my info/vids on PH. I called my friend down cos i didn't know what to do. i was a mess, i was having a panic attack and was getting major flashbacks. I was blackmailed in a similar fashion for like, 2 years when I was 11. but i knew better this time, and me and my friend called 911. they said theyd send a deputy over asap. i was wary bc the cops have NEVER helped me... when i was 15 i reported being raped in the 8th grade. the talked to my mom, lectured me about how i "shouldn't put myself in bad situationss," etc, said theyd call us, and never did. but anyway, the deputy called me. i asked him to come to my hotel room; it'd be easier to explain in person. he kept saying no, i kept asking. i was still freaking out and crying and panicking. he asked me why i was in the hotel, i said because i tested positive but my isolation ends sunday and we can wear masks, stand in the hall even. he said no. so i told him over the phone. he was asking all these questions, and I know they have to. but he was asking in such a judgemental freaking way. i said i had his number, can i give it to you and can you do something. he took it down, said he'd call me back. he called back about 5-7 minutes later and said he talked to the guy and said he cant post or send my stuff. I asked if thats really all he could do. then he started asking me: "What do you think we do here? How do you think this works???!" and i said, "well, youre a deputy, can't you get his name, address etc?" and he said "no, he said he wouldn't post them." then i started freaking out more because what the fuck???? and i admit i was yelling a bit but i was angry and scared... i mean the guy said hed post my name and number, he found my school address, hotel address, and home address. then the deputy starts yelling again... "YOU put yourself there! you tried to make me come up to your hotel room - i have 2 kids and a wife! you could have given me the virus!" etc etc. then he continues to lecture me about making bad decisions. i started crying and yelling again. he hung up on me.
then, i called a suicide hotline bc i was seriously breaking down, like full ptsd mode. they put me on hold for 15 minutes. then the counselor said that since i was safe (my friend was there) he could only talk for a few minutes - there were "other people in serious danger and actual crisis". he just gave me the same lecture as the deputy.
