MonroCocos
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🕑 Added 2024-05-25 13:17:14 +0000 UTC
How my age relates to my creativity.
I told the sad story of my first relationship. I was 14, he was 23 and a half. He lied; that he was 17. I don't want to tell the details of that story, it still hurts.
I want to talk about the moment I discovered Lolita.
It was then that I read it. "Lolita" became a role model for me, the girl who saved me. I reread this book dozens of times, in my hardest moments I found all the answers and all the keys to solving problems in it.
Lolita comforted me and told me that I was not alone. She was saying, I can change my life, I can escape. I can live a different life.
Lolita showed me the power of my innocence and beauty. She showed me the power.
I was afraid of growing up. I couldn't imagine myself not being a nymphet. I've grown into Lolita. I was her. I thought I'd die early. I thought I'd never be 30.
But I survived, and now I feel like the Lolita in me has blossomed. She's calm, she's happy, she's safe.
I'm the Lolita who survived.
