Hi, lovely people. This is going to be my last post, I will ..
🕑 Added 2022-10-30 19:02:24 +0000 UTC
Hi, lovely people. This is going to be my last post, I will be taking down my Onlyfans tomorrow, Halloween, that way subscriptions don't roll over to November. I'm going to overshare a little bit here because I don't want you guys to think I'm just going awol/abandoning you guys for no reason. I should've made this post sooner, my apologies.
In short, Onlyfans has turned into my main stressor in life and it is no longer healthy for me to continue this line of work. Not only has it resulted in body image issues, self esteem issues and paranoia (doxxing threats), but it has also resulted in extreme financial stress. In the US, you have to file taxes for OF as a small business -- I didn't know this in 2021, so this year I have been taking care of taxes for 2022 and paying 2021 as well. This has caused me to go broke, my bank account hit $0.00 in August. I've lost all of my savings. I have lost a lot of weight because I can't afford to eat. I have to move out of my apartment and sell a bunch of my belongings next month. I'm doing my best to not lose my car. I've spent the last couple months finding different (real) jobs because I can't keep up with the cost of OF taxes. Even if I'm bringing home a couple grand each month, it all goes to the government once tax time rolls around. I just can't afford to do it anymore. I don't have family to rely on, I have been 100% independent since I was 18, so I need to change things up in order to keep surviving.
Over the last couple years, I have made a variety of posts regarding needing to take personal time for stress. I suffer from a stress disorder, so when I am faced with big stressors, my body overreacts. Within the last couple months, this has resulted in me forming heart problems. At 24 years old, I now have to take various bl0od pressure medications and struggle to really exert myself physically. That's another reason I haven't really made posts - I don't wanna try to film a video and have my bl0od pressure skyrocket. So not only is the financial aspect of OF annoying, but it's also literally gonna be the death of me if I let it be. No thanks.
I hope you guys didn't mind my rambling. I'm sorry that I didn't make this post sooner. I will be making a similar post to my reddit account as well, which I will also be wiping within the next couple days.
Thank you for listening and accepting that I'm human. It's been a (relatively) fun last couple of years. <3
