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🕑 Added 2022-06-18 19:38:03 +0000 UTC Happy Saturday ๐ฑ this morning Iโm sipping coffee and feeling pretty in my comfy โloungingโ lingerie while watching peaceful videos on YouTube about plants ๐ฟ๐ชด I am in love with my houseplants and am learning so much about how to take better care of them. Just know these days a healthy chunk of my OnlyFans earnings will go toward more plants LOL My hobbies these days really reflect my big passions in life - namely, creating calm moods and bringing softness into my little world. I deal with very severe anxiety and have for most of my life, so making a comfortable home for myself is really important. I used to look at it like a chore, or Iโd enviously watch Architectural Digest videos or scroll Pinterest feeling like a calm environment was somehow out of reach for me โฆ maybe a part of me felt gluttonous for wanting to spend money on house stuff, as if I should be putting effort into more โproductiveโ hobbies etc. Although since Iโve been asking myself a lot of big questions lately, like what my motivations are and why I put limitations on myself etc โฆ Iโm realizing that one of my biggest dreams as to how I would use โtop creatorโ money would be to make the perfect dreamy home for myself! That would truly make me happy. A lot of the things I own are cheap or poor quality because I felt like I shouldnโt get higher quality fabrics for textiles or fancier pots for my plants etc โฆ ๐ฑ but Iโm gonna trust my ability to make my dreams come true AND allow myself to enjoy whatever hobbies or passions I have without guilt. Kind of a random diary entry but I felt like sharing โค๏ธ
