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I quit smoking weed about a month ago, and lemme tell ya, it..
🕑 Added 2024-11-02 01:46:49 +0000 UTCI quit smoking weed about a month ago, and lemme tell ya, it was definitely the thing that kept me interested in food. Nothing is wrong with me, my lab results were good, my pap was good, but if I don’t smoke weed I have zero motivation in food. I don’t know if it’s just too busy lately or if it’s normal to just get so sick of your own cooking that one stops altogether. I feel way too skinny, and that leads to a bit of non confidence in self and then that leads to a lack of pictures. I’m sorry while I try to muster enough self love to feel happy about my deflating bewbies :/
What else I’ve noticed since my sudden quit:
I am less paranoid but more anxious. Does that make sense? Like I am less worried about alien encounters and more concerned with the state of the world. I had been able to just disengage from the world for the most part outside of my little bubble but since quitting alarm bells are glaringly in my face all the time.
I have devoted less time to fictional or mythological research and more time to The News 🗞
I am texting my mentors and contacts more in regard to demands for truth and less for nonsensical inquiries that affect nothing and no one
I am spending zero dollars at the weed store, and more dollars prepping for a very cold and very desolate winter.
I have gone from 117lbs, back down to 107lbs.
I have little fat so every temperature is extreme. Either I am very cold and cannot get warm, cold right down to my bone marrow it feels like and if I get too hot, like in a bath, I am sweating profusely all night.
Is this menopause? What is going on.
