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Pals, I am struggling today. It’s that pms time and I, a rea..
🕑 Added 2024-10-17 18:15:33 +0000 UTCPals, I am struggling today. It’s that pms time and I, a reasonable person, know this. I can see the dates and count the days. I have a chart that I keep track of my symptoms with and even the pattern of feelings I experience as I cycle through the months. It’s during these few days that I allow everything I compartmentalize in a month to escape the boxes I put them in and wreak havoc on my mind and heart. People pick at my looks and my thoughts every day. I get called old, saggy, and stupid on a regular basis. I used to really believe people when they would say these things but now I can ignore it mostly, just hard to when everything else is piling on from every angle. I know my intentions come from a good place and I rarely blurt things out without giving everything major thought and consideration. I want the best for people. I give the advice I would give my own friends and family. I think about the future and I use the past as a guide for what may come. Believe me when I say I don’t do anything less than intensely and that includes caring about the state of the world and the humans on it. The blatant ignorance and cruelty that we have all become conditioned to as facts of life are not the world I want any of us to have to grin and bear through. I want people to feel loved and peaceful and stress free and appreciated. I cannot see any pathway in which society can return to a time they love their fellow man, if there ever was a time. Everyone seems jealous and insecure and angry with a desire to self serve or to abuse the people around them. In all we do, it should be done with a desire to help, not hurt. To be curious, not combative. To dispense grace and forgiveness for our flaws and mistakes rather than judgement, ridicule and revenge.
Just be good to the other people out there just trying to get through. Stand up for yourself and others against cruelty and injustice, even if you’re scared, there’s no one else jumping in to save people if we don’t all start trying to be better. There is always someone weaker that you can help protect and build up. Start with them. Eventually you will be able to protect yourself too. Until then just hang on
