so i started being a crybaby at work today and left before m..
🕑 Added 2023-09-08 18:48:12 +0000 UTC
so i started being a crybaby at work today and left before my shift even started and have been sobbing in my hotel room because life keeps hitting me with extreme stress and i keep reliving lots of things
ill be okay but i want to be honest with everyone.
im feeling like im failing and im trying so hard to keep my head up and remind myself that this is worth it and that im allowed to cry and feel upset but i don't want to be crying all day.
im just still in shock after all the reports ive made and all the moving, and then trying to get my weight back up and today i miss my family but i can't even talk to my sister because she's passed on and has been. i miss her a lot, she really always knew what to do and i want a hug but there's no one around for hugs.
if anyone has suggestions on relaxing, like actually relaxing i would appreciate any advice or tips
(no intoxicating substances for suggestions please, i can't even touch those things because of my epilepsy medicine 😅😅😅)
im going to try to go live sometimes this weekend, im currently discussing apartment stuff with my old place and then talking with a new landlord so hopefully i can get a place here that's close to work, you know?
im worried i won't be able to get a new place or be able to figure out my old one but im keeping high hopes :,)
thank you guys for always supporting me and being kind, i don't know how i could do this without your kindness helping me ;-; ❤️❤️❤️
