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2022/04/01 partner and creation
🕑 Added 2022-04-01 03:38:02 +0000 UTCLiving alone is detrimental to my health. But living with the wrong people also damages my health. I don't hate my current partner, but I feel we shouldn't live together anymore. Vilous too. people want to Vilous , but it is not my stuff after all. And I'm looking for another partner with my own creation. My parents' failure in 20 years, and my failure in 20 years, kept me away from interacting with people. My parents are getting older. And I don't feel any peace of mind in the world. There is no vision of how I will live in the future.
Especially my family ignored my creations. Why? Because it's difficult for people and people don't have time. Why do I always have to keep presenting them unilaterally? By their non-cooperation, always getting the resources of new people. It's like a debt of relationships and explanations that keeps divorcing and swelling to be recognized by elder creator who designed me. And a lot of my beloved children, that is, creations, were born. They have no real life. That was the only fortunate thing. I am the only one who has a physical body. I feel that I should leave the world with all my creations, as like pide piper.
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Kiki-CR
Thank you a lot. I don't consider Vilous to be my own family, but I think it's like my student. It is full of the world's problems that we think of. If people have an idea about the theme, and and talkng about to each other. I would be happy.
well, I'm sorry for that big text I really hope to be supportive! :o
And I want to share one of my thought that I have: If I decide to draw and become artist it's mostly all for myself that I do it! and because I get the pleasure to do it and If I do it it's also because I also want to be someone for everybody with my draws and my talents and you are not wrong if recognise your own talents. That is something that you must be proud of! And I'm kinda sure you must be already :D Among the Vilous community, and for me you are already someone :D!! And for me, and for Mick you are a Godmother of Vilous, THE creators!! My other personal title for artiste like you or mick is: World Builders!
There is the things also... we can think that people don't care about me. But for me, it's to forget those who are really here for you. you may be have 50 petreon. you still have people "like me :D" that worry about you :o!! And actually I see also other people on telegrame concerning for you :o
