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Cooking, Personal Bubbles, and a Taste of My Own Medicine.
🕑 Added 2024-10-20 21:17:18 +0000 UTCOkay, so this is going to be kind of a sporadic random type blog.
There's three things I want to talk about and they really don't connect at all.
So it's going to be one of those episodes where there might not be lesson learned at the end but you may enjoy the journey there.
Or it might be the lesson that's kind of at the end of all of my blog posts, which is,
don't let your boobs grow this big.
So...
it's getting to be more and more of an issue to actually cook for myself. Apart from the fact that I get worried about my calorie count, which nowadays seems to be a count of how jiggly my boobs will be...
Though even when I diet, they still get bigger, just not as jiggly.
But ..aside from the fun fact that my breasts hold on to every bit of fat that I ingest, there's also the issue of space. That it's hard to even maneuver myself with this much boob now.
It's not just about how much they project in front of me by the way, like all that space between my shoulders, but its the actual weight.
Like if I want to pan fry something, I'm very little, the pan itself is already heavy for me.
It's starting to become a pretty big issue as they've gotten heavier and heavier. For a while I felt like it was really silly to complain about something like this when, I live in America and I have so many privileges, but then my cousin saw me cooking.
I was just making eggs, but she noticed that I was turning my entire body to the side. I hadn't really noticed it.
I guess over time it's just something I've begun to do. Like a lot of things that have changed in my life due to my newly enormous breasts, I adjusted without thinking about it, but when somebody else who isn't used to it sees it, they are a bit shocked.
"What are you doing?" as she got closer to me and inspected a bit more.
I was a little perturbed because I'm very aware of my space. I don't like it when somebody gets inside that bubble. I mean most people have a personal bubble right?
I feel like mine has actually expanded since my breasts have grown.
My personal booble. 😅
I think with larger and larger breasts comes an awareness that people are noticing them. Especially when somebody's trying to get inside my bubble without being detected.
I can't tell you how many unprompted hugs I've dodged this year.
"Sorry, not a hugger" is a common refrain from me now. My boobs might actually be teaching me boundaries.
For me, it's not easy to say no to people, but I'm realizing that it's a necessity.
I haven't had the chance to measure their weight in the last week, but they must be over 20 lb by now. If I don't tell people no, I will be in conversation about them almost constantly.
It's not easy even to cut onions or prepare food anymore. Not only because of their weight on my shoulders, but the amount of counter space they take up with my short arms.
It's not easy, but I'm trying my best.
I also wanted to mention something that I got into with one of you in a recent chat.
I was at an autumn block party recently in my community and I dressed very baggy. Minimizing my chest with a compression layer and a baggie jacket so as to look a bit overweight instead of as large chested as I've become.
While I was walking around I noticed a woman.
I've written about my attraction to women with large butts before, and I saw someone whose booty was crazy.🍑
For a moment I actually couldn't stop looking. She was walking around in yoga pants. I guess she wasn't probably trying to show off, it just was seemingly impossible to hide such a disproportionately large bum.
I definitely had a moment where I went into a bit of the trance, one that I assume people have when they see my breasts. I couldn't believe what I was looking at.
Hips whiter than her shoulders and jiggling, almost quaking with every step she took.
She turned around and saw me staring. As I came out of the daze triggered by her giant booty I felt some shame. She was looking at me disapprovingly.
As if to say
"C'mon...really?"
I felt awful. It almost felt like I didn't have a choice in the series of events though. I noticed her ridiculously disproportionate and jiggling butt in front of me and just gawked. It wasn't my intention to make her feel like a freak or different, I was in shock for a moment.
It gave me a bit of perspective on when people look at me and don't avert their eyes once I've noticed.
I know exactly how that woman felt. My face gets flush and hot. I feel embarrassment that someone could sit there, taking in my image so intently, right in front of me. Embarrassment not enough to turn their gaze.
It gave me a bit of understanding but also made me realize that we should all look at each other with a bit more humanity, no matter how strange some of us may seem.
I guess it's something that I had known before, but had n't really experienced in person.
Im sure she's not reading, but I'm sorry.
Anyway. I know y'all probably like this kinda thing for the wrong reasons but it's okay. I feel better having written it.
Also I wanted to tell y'all that I'm sorry I haven't been taking measurements as often as I said I would. I haven't seen the friend who's been helping me weigh my chest, but I will tell you all that they've definitely continued their growth.
They feel heavier and I'm bubble boobing out of every top I have right now.
I will start again this Sunday measuring both with measuring tape and volume/weight.
Thx again for supporting me y'all. I have some interesting posts in the works as well, I don't wanna ruin the surprise tho.
-Plushy 🍈🍈🥰
Comments
Bryan
I'm interested in this position if available
Voidsnake
Glad to hear it. Hopefully nothing that bad ever does occur
Plush
I have. Luckily no burns, just spills.
Voidsnake
You haven’t had any kitchen accidents because of them have you?
NOKI
Be careful for those women with the big butts and smile....you can't trust them... Lol
Sam Antha
1) Amazing Patreon 2) Great way to work through the trials and mental health aspects of becoming busty in your own way. 3) Why not make a few dollars. 4) Thank you for entertaining, and answering questions. 5) I love the daily digests or confessionals if you will. Sometimes the absurdity lends itself to comedy, and your way of dealing with it is so much more healthy than I've seen others who fall into pits of self loathing. Keep doing you. Thank you for all the amazing content.
John Smith
How do your private messages work again?
Plush
I don't mind storytime
Yojimbo06
Sorry for the storytime lol
Yojimbo06
Aa long as people respect that booble of yours that's the important thing. Also it must be kind of weird being on the awkwardly embarassed side of being caught looking. I totally get that feeling of being mesmerized. I once worked with a girl that had rather large breasts, and I had a moment where they were I was so entranced by them that I could swore she had commented on them, so I said, "yes...I know they're huge..." kind of dreamily, and she went, "no, I was saying I was going to mop the bathroom....." very embarasing moment
decidedly_so
Have you picked out a Halloween costume and did you consider Jessica Rabbit?
EvilSandwich
Imagine how big you'll be next time you see that girl.
Zolani Salami
A couple ideas: it would be interesting if you got a small camera like a GoPro or something and put it in your cleavage as you go about your day, so we can see what kind of reactions and staring you get. And two, when you get around to taking measurements, it would be interesting to know their projection from your chest, as well as how far your reach is. I was trying to imagine your counter troubles and realized that my reach is probably a lot further than yours.
Plush
Seems like one constant spurt past few months
EvilSandwich
I'm just happy you're slowly figuring out and adjusting to your growing in general. It'll make future growth spurts easier to manage.
Nylav
I think it's natural as humans to look at other people's bodies or check someone hot out. But we are also capable of showing compassion and know that we shouldn't creep someone out. If I saw you out and about, I would set out to treat you with the respect you deserve. Even with your big attention magnets.
Plush
I mean it may have made me both more compassionate and more objectified and objectifying. Not sure
Nylav
Interesting to hear your experience on the other side of the equation. Maybe that can help you feel better though, knowing that someone gawking at you is not necessarily thinking anything judgmental, it's just a snap reaction. Also interesting to hear you being captivated by a jiggling booty lol. Do you think this whole chapter of your life has made you more sexually minded?
Plush
Boings? 🤣
Greedi
Could an elevated cutting board help? Plop your boings on the counter then have a cutting board above your boings to work on.
Styromaniac
I had the urge to hug a random woman once, probably because I thought she is beautiful and maybe because I'm single, but I never acted upon the urge. As much as it makes sense to the person experiencing the urge, nobody should break boundaries like that, especially with a stranger.
Derian Albert
They could…but you will risk that they cook with high estrogen ingredients 😅
Plush
I mean can somebody cook for me now without having to grow that big? 😅
Plush
I mean the difference between a year and a half ago versus now, yes.
Derian Albert
Maybe you should let them grow so big…someone has to cook for you
Zolani Salami
Mm, your build certainly isn’t “counter friendly.” Have people really been trying to hug you more than usual? While it makes sense, it’s still a bit surprising.
John Smith
You look amazing
