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🕑 Added 2024-09-20 20:03:38 +0000 UTCMany times over the last couple months Ive passed my mirror and caught a glimpse at myself and honestly thought
" This angle is making my boobs look massive."
This is the kind of denial that has gotten me by. Not having to take on the full mental weight of how huge they've grown because
" I think my bra shrunk in the wash"
" I must have gained a little bit of weight"
"Boobs always look huge from the side...right? Right!?"
But I can only sell myself lies for so long when I see a picture like this one above. Just a straight ahead selfie. God damn they look huge.
The funny thing is that I know myself well enough at this point to realize that I'll fall back into my delusions eventually. It's an almost daily occurrence for me to start bargaining with them. Within the same 24 hours I can hold literally opposite views of my chest.
" They're not that big, and anyways they've got to stop growing soon."
To
" Okay, so they've taken over my torso, heading toward my lap, and I think they've got their aspirations on my entire life...😭"
I mean, roller coasters are fun, it's equal parts scary and exhilarating. But at least you get to get off a roller coaster. For me it feels like I've had my wrists tied to the little bar at the front of the roller coaster seats. Unable to get out no matter how loudly I protest.
At least you get used to the same rhythms over and over again. Reminds me of that old movie Groundhog Day.
Roller coaster goes up slowly, nervous tension builds, roller coaster goes down fast, nervous tension is replaced by screaming at my partner next to me.
My boobs start to feel tender and sore, nervous tension builds. My boobs have a growth spurt, nervous tension is replaced by screaming at my partner next to me.
This Sunday will be an interesting measurement for sure. I've never been more sure in my life that they've grown. Not only is there the nightly tenderness and throbbing, radiating soreness throughout my bosom, I also feel my sports bra is a bit more packed than normal. Even my partner has mentioned they look bigger.
We've been talking about going on a camping trip. The topic of what to do if a bear comes around came up. It made me worry that I wouldn't be able to get away easily with these new heavy handicaps sprouting from my chest.
I mean realistically, I wouldn't do well even before then, but at least my cardio was better. Now? I guess I'm just providing him more meat to eat?
Not exactly the sexiest way to think about my breasts, but, I think we can all agree that I am building up quite a big store of bear food here. 🤣
This blog started weird, then took a weird turn. 😁
I also wanted to mention to y'all that I'm going to be taking a pretty big move away from answering all my messages. I've already taken a pretty big step back from it the last 2 weeks, since the patreon has been growing, but I'm going to be responding even less. Makes me a little sad because I enjoy going back and forth with some of y'all very much. If I've messaged you more than three responses, you're probably in that group.
Me and my partner agreed that if I'm going to chat on here it needs to be worth my time.
The new system I'm going to start using is $50 for a half an hour of one on one chatting. I'll answer any questions you have or write you a flight of fancy in front of your eyes. I don't mind going into the realm of silliness and fantasy if that's what you like. I've already started this arrangement with many of you and it makes me much happier with the time I'm spending going back and forth. If this isn't something you're interested don't even worry about it. The absolute last thing I want is for my patrons who can't afford it to stretch themselves. I think this is just a nice way to fix an issue I've had since I opened up the patreon. I think many of y'all realize that you are getting a lot of value out of our conversations, and for me I need to see some of that value as well. Because it's been a long road, but I'm actually starting to value myself what I'm worth.
Thank you all for keeping on this journey with me, it means a lot to me no matter what level you can support me. 🩵
My boobies appreciate you too.
Also also, are y'all happy with the amount I talk about my boobs in my posts? I guess I had always assumed that 100% of the people in here wanted me to talk about my boobs 100% of the time. But I guess I'm open to the idea that maybe I could just ramble about other things as well as they come up. Don't worry, I think that the blog would still remain pretty boob focused since I'm aware what's being sold here. Just a thought.
All right, I think I've given y'all a lot to chew on, bear food aside.
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Comments
NOKI
I think it's wise to buy a bigger bra size just in case
Plush
I would say at least one or two days a week I fall into the ladder, but yeah I try to choose the former.
Sam Antha
With large breasts, typical high impact cardio is challenging. But swimming is excellent exercise and it supports their weight. Also, at a certain size you're going to look big from any angle, there inst really any hiding that or getting away from it. So, you can do a couple things there. One is to just embrace it as best as you can ( judging from this patreon that is the route you've chosen ) or 2 you can become angry at everyone and anything that reminds you that you have large breasts. Please don't do the latter.
Plush
I don't do video content but thx for the support.
Shuavvve
Heyyy im new here but I love the posts and perspective and obviously the boobs but I'm here for the journey! Please don't get eaten by any bears lol.
Voidsnake
Mamma bear needs a break from all them kids. So whip out them tiddz and get to work XD
Biggreen68
You totally keep me interested in your life and the things your going through all the support you'll ever need me and the Patreon followers love you sis
Biggreen68
And go to sleep with you and the struggle
Biggreen68
You are a part of my life now I wake up with you
Biggreen68
Lol
Biggreen68
Lil
Biggreen68
Just wanted and needed to say that I'm not scared of you l
Biggreen68
Keep being you and who you are even if you block me I'm 🙏 for you to be happy who you are I like your style
Biggreen68
Hey sista I love that you are willing to share you experience with us I'm so scared to ask for a small any kind of video of you that I know we all would appreciate and love scared to send this message don't want to be blocked but I'm not scared of you lol just adore you I'm with you on this journey ❤️ love you and your writing
John Smith
You look amazing, and your posts are always great to read, I hope you’re feeling well!
En-Slime
I totally wouldn't mind a more general subject journal-type patreon posts, I like the way you write and your perspective is refreshing
Darien
I came here for the boobs, but honestly gonna stay for the humor.
William
The rest of your post aside, once the awareness of a tendency to fall back into delusions has ignited in you, it can't be put out. You start to notice and value being outside the delusion more and more. Like it or not, reality is such a potent drug that it snags you with even the smallest doses. Undoing that tendency is inevitable from that point, even if the process takes time to pick up speed. 5 miles in the forest, 5 miles out.
Plush
Oh my God can you imagine🤣
Voidsnake
Nah the bear would just snatch you up and take you home to have you feed the cubs for her XD
Paulie
Love a good onomonopia title. Soon we'll have the boobs writing the posts. Boing boing. Thud thud. Shuffle shuffle. Oh and grrr grr as they grow at night. Temperamental things!
Nik
As for a bear encounter while camping. Beat his ass with your boobs. Seriously though. If it's black bears, just yell at them. They're extremely skiddish, and will be 3 counties away in a heart beat if you yell at them. Brown bears... As someone who does 2-3 big camping trips yearly, you wouldn't dare catch me camping in grizzly territory. Most camp sites have bear boxes to keep things in it night. If they don't, keep all your food well sealed up, and hang it from a rope on a tree. Quite high up, and a goodly distance from where you guys have camp set up. A little spray bottle of pinesol is a great bear repellent. A few quick spays around camp before you go to bed, and they'll avoid the area. Just remember, they have good sniffers. If you leave food out, they'll know.
Nik
Oh, the titty talk is always welcome. But don't shy down from writing about other stuff as well. Maybe you have something interesting going down over the week, most of us would be more than happy to hear about it. ☺️
Zolani Salami
Just bargain for your life with some breastmilk. “It’s really sweet and creamy Mr. Bear! 🐻 “ 😛
Plush
Hah. They make baby food, they ARE bear food 🤣
Zolani Salami
I thought it was bloop bloop, lol. It’s fun to hear you voice the same thoughts as us. “God damn they look huge.” As far as bears, even a fit person couldn’t outrun one anyway. Us hairless monkeys are slow amongst the animal kingdom. I’m sure there’s better bear safety tips online than what I could offer. Personally, I think it’s more fun to imagine them as baby food versus bear food. You seem to enjoy the cow/milk association anyway 😛 Hopefully you start making some good money soon!
