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All on red
🕑 Added 2025-05-02 17:04:20 +0000 UTCThe first drink was silent. Bob didn’t toast or mutter a reason. He just watched the amber liquid catch the motel light like it might set fire to the cracked ceiling above him.
The second drink tasted bitter, metallic. Maybe it was the glass, or maybe it was the way his life had soured over time. Either way, he swallowed.
By the fourth drink, his mind was floating, somewhere between depression and recklessness. The buzzing neon sign outside blinked through the curtains: “Royal Ruby Casino—Live a Little!”
Bob chuckled.
“Live a little, huh? That’s rich,” he muttered to no one, his voice slurring as he pulled on his threadbare jacket. “Guess I’ll live a little more before checking out.”
The night air slapped him in the face. Cheap cologne masked the lingering odor of stale carpet. His shoes clicked against the pavement, but there was no weight behind them. Just a man sleepwalking toward the edge.
Inside the Royal Ruby Casino, everything was red and gold. Loud machines screamed jackpots. Servers glided between the tables, grinning under too much makeup. People laughed like they had nowhere else to be.
Bob fit right in.
He walked past the slots and the card tables until he saw the roulette wheel. It was spinning already, a black blur of possibilities and doom.
A tall dealer, clean-shaven and sharp-eyed, gave him a professional nod.
Bob slammed a folded slip on the table. “All of it. On red.”
The dealer opened the slip, his eyes narrowing slightly. “Sir… this is a casino-issued credit slip for ten thousand dollars. Are you aware this is a loan?”
Bob blinked hard. “I… yeah. Whatever. Just spin the damn wheel.”
The dealer hesitated, then gave a subtle nod. The wheel spun.
Bob closed his eyes.
“Red… come on, just once…”
Click. Click. Clack.
“Black,” the dealer announced.
Silence. Then the faint buzz of slot machines in the background resumed. Bob didn’t move.
“Well,” he muttered, “that settles that.”
He turned toward the exit, but two towering men in black suits stepped in his way.
Bob tried to step around them.
“No, no,” one of them said. “We need to talk.”
“I’ve got nothing left,” Bob said, raising his hands. “You want blood? Take it.”
“We don’t want your blood, Mr. Brent.” The voice came from behind.
Bob turned.
A man in a white suit approached with casual confidence. His hair was slicked back, his tie blood-red. He held a walking stick, though he clearly didn’t need it.
“I’m Mr. Kane. I manage this establishment.”
Bob glared. “Great. Tell your goons to move.”
Kane smiled thinly. “I’m afraid they can’t do that. You owe this casino twelve thousand dollars. A loan you signed while quite drunk, I must say. But legally binding.”
“Just throw me out. I’m broke. You’re not getting it back.”
“Oh, we’ll get it back,” Kane replied, almost kindly. “You’re going to work for us.”
Bob laughed. “What, cleaning slot machines?”
“No.” Kane’s smile widened. “We’re offering you a unique position. A high-traffic role. Something customer-facing.”
Bob’s stomach sank. “What are you talking about?”
Kane turned, gesturing for Bob to follow. The guards moved with him.
Too tired to fight, Bob walked.
They passed velvet curtains into a private lounge. The lighting shifted—warm, low, intimate. Jazz music trickled from somewhere above. Young women moved among the tables in impossibly tight corsets, high heels clicking, trays balanced perfectly. Their makeup was immaculate, their bodies like sculptures. They smiled and flirted and laughed. Men and women alike stared as they passed.
Bob looked around. Then looked at Kane.
“No. No f***ing way.”
Kane’s eyes twinkled. “You’re desperate. And desperation is a kind of clay. We mold it. In time, you’ll be one of our best.”
“I’m not wearing that.”
“Oh, you won’t—not yet,” Kane said smoothly. “We have professionals. Surgeons, stylists, vocal coaches. You’ll be guided through the whole process. All expenses covered. You’ll look the part, move the part. Be the part.”
Bob backed away. “I’m not some… plaything.”
“No,” Kane said. “You’re an investment.”
Bob clenched his fists. “Screw your investment.”
Kane raised a hand, and the guards tensed. “Your alternative is a ten-by-ten cell in a warehouse on the outskirts of town. Or worse. We do collect our debts, Bob. But we prefer mutually beneficial arrangements.”
Bob felt the weight of his failure pressing against his spine. He looked again at the waitresses—no, the performers. All smiles and curves and hidden chains.
“Why me?” he asked.
“Because,” Kane said, lowering his voice, “you’ll look very convincing when we’re done.”
Weeks Later
She was Bella now.
The mirror didn’t lie. Glossy red lips. Long brown hair curled perfectly. Lashes thick and dramatic. A tiny waist wrapped in velvet, cleavage pushed up by a corset that left little to the imagination. The skirt barely covered her thighs. Heels made her legs ache, but the pain was numbed by habit.
Bella adjusted her tray and walked out onto the casino floor. The heels clicked like a metronome.
Some guests winked. Some whistled. One leaned in too close and called her “sweetheart.” She didn’t flinch anymore. Just smiled and did her job.
Kane passed her in the hallway, sipping a cocktail.
“Three thousand dollars down,” he said with a smirk. “Forty-nine years and ten months to go.”
Bella said nothing.
But inside, Bob was still there—somewhere, buried beneath mascara and perfume.
Still waiting for red.
Morning didn’t exist in the Royal Ruby Casino. The lights never dimmed. The music never stopped. Time melted into something thick and disorienting. Bella—formerly Bob—woke to the sound of a buzzer and the sting of tight lace biting into her ribs.
She sat up slowly. Her new body moved differently. The weight on her chest pulled against her back; her hips ached from the way they forced her to sway when she walked. Her long, manicured fingers trembled as she reached for the schedule taped to her vanity mirror.
Shift: 2PM–2AM. Section B. Private Lounge. Uniform: Red.
She pressed her palms against the mirror and looked into her own eyes. They were lined in dark kohl now, her lashes curled high. But somewhere deep inside, Bob still stared back—tired, angry, and stunned.
“Fifty years,” she whispered, her voice now high and breathy, unrecognizable.
A knock on the door startled her.
“Bella, you up?” came a voice. It was Lina, another waitress, one who had chosen this job. “If you’re late again, Raoul’s gonna dock you hard.”
“I’m coming,” Bella called back, wincing at how easily she slipped into the feminine lilt.
She stood and began the routine.
Tighten the corset. Clip the stockings. Brush the wig, no, not a wig anymore. Her hair was real now. Weeks of hormone therapy, extensions, and subtle implants had reshaped her. Mr. Kane had spared no expense.
But no matter how much the outside changed, the inside still buckled.
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The private lounge was a world of velvet booths, low-hung chandeliers, and soft jazz. Clients sipped champagne while throwing glances and smirks at the waitresses gliding through.
Bella moved with practiced grace, though every step in heels made her calves throb. Her tray shook slightly as she reached a corner booth.
“Your whiskey, sir,” she said, smiling through clenched teeth.
The man, a large businessman with cigar breath and gold rings, looked her up and down slowly.
“Thank you, sweetheart. You’re new, huh?”
She forced the smile wider. “Just a few weeks.”
“You’re prettier than the last one. What happened to her?”
“Transferred,” Bella lied.
He leaned in, his voice greasy. “Well, I hope you stick around. You’ve got the kind of figure I like in a woman.”
Bella nodded, retreating as quickly as etiquette allowed. Once behind the curtains, she set the tray down and exhaled shakily.
“You alright?” asked Lina, who leaned against the wall, her tray under one arm. Lina had sharp cheekbones, bleached hair, and a confidence that made men stare. “You look like you’re gonna puke.”
Bella wiped her hands on her thigh. “I’m fine.”
“No, you’re not. First month’s hell. You’re doing better than most.”
“That’s not comforting,” Bella said, laughing once, then almost choking on it.
Lina sat beside her. “You still think of yourself as him, don’t you?”
Bella froze.
“It shows,” Lina said. “Every time someone calls you pretty and you flinch. Every time you touch your chest like it’s still borrowed.”
Bella looked away. “It is borrowed. This body,this voice, it’s not mine.”
“But it is you now,” Lina said. “Until you make peace with that, this place will chew you alive.”
Bella didn’t reply.
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By the end of the shift, her feet were blistered, her spine felt like it had been twisted into a spiral, and her smile had cracked long before she got off the floor.
She peeled off the corset with a gasp and stared at her body in the mirror. Slender, hairless, with delicate curves Kane's surgeons had crafted. Her hands reached instinctively to cover her chest, even alone.
There was a knock at the door.
“Busy,” she called, too exhausted to be polite.
It opened anyway.
Kane entered, holding a slim envelope. “Your tips. Quite the haul tonight.”
Bella took it without looking.
“I’ve been watching,” he continued. “You're adjusting better than expected.”
“Thanks,” she said flatly.
“I know it’s difficult. But you’re performing. Customers are happy. That’s what matters.”
Bella stood and faced him. “What if I quit?”
Kane chuckled. “And go where? You owe this place a fortune. You wouldn’t last a day on the streets. And besides…” He tilted his head. “You’re starting to look comfortable.”
“I’m not.”
He stepped closer. “Aren’t you? The way you move. The way they look at you. You’ve become… captivating.”
Bella didn’t speak. She just held her breath until he left.
_______________
Back in her private quarters, she dropped the envelope of tips on the bed and collapsed beside it. The red neon outside still blinked through the curtains.
She rolled onto her side and curled into herself.
Her body, her voice, her name—it all felt like a costume someone had sewn onto her skin.
But sometimes… sometimes it felt easier not to fight it. To just become Bella. To survive.
She hated that.
But survival was survival.
She whispered into the silence.
“Maybe red was my color after all.”
Bella sat at her vanity, lips painted, eyes glossed. Her uniform hung off her like silk off a mannequin—tight, precise, made to attract. The name tag over her heart read "BELLA" in shining red enamel. She stared at it like it was someone else’s.
The dressing room was quiet, the other girls gone. The faint hum of slot machines and the distant roll of laughter came muffled through the walls. Her shift started in ten minutes.
But she couldn’t move.
Her chest rose and fell too fast, too sharp.
Why can’t I just wake up?
The thought hit her like a gunshot. A scream inside her skull.
Just wake up. Come on. You were drunk. This is a dream. A nightmare. A punishment. You’re gonna wake up and be Bob again. You’ll be tired, hungover, broke. But a man. Yourself.
Bella closed her eyes and shook her head.
“Please,” she whispered. “Just let me wake up.”
But when she opened her eyes, she was still there.
Curled lashes. Blushed cheeks. A neck far too delicate. A stranger in the mirror.
She hit the vanity light switch, and the bulbs blinked out, plunging the room into dim red.
Then, in the dark, Bob spoke. From somewhere deep beneath her skin.
“This isn’t me. I’m not this thing.”
She stood, hands trembling.
“I’m Bob. I fix appliances. I drink beer and yell at football. I had a shitty apartment. A worse job. But it was mine.”
She stared at the outline of her figure reflected in the mirror.
“You ruined me,” she said out loud to her reflection.
Bella stared back.
Still. Composed. Feminine.
A waitress.
_____________
The moment was burned into her memory.
Bob, drunk out of his mind, stumbling into the Ruby, screaming with laughter, demanding chips.
“All on red! Life or death, baby!”
The pit boss had tried to stop him. The loan papers were shoved in front of him. He didn’t even read them. Just signed.
All on red.
And red had betrayed her.
Bella dropped to the floor, corset half-laced, shaking uncontrollably.
Lina burst in a moment later. “Jesus, Bella—hey, hey, breathe.”
“I can’t. I can’t—he’s still here. I hear him. I feel him.”
Lina knelt beside her. “Who?”
“Me. Bob. I’m still me. I’m not her. I don’t care how much makeup you pile on me, or how many customers grab my ass, I’m not her!”
Lina’s voice softened. “I said the same thing. Every night for a year.”
“I don’t want to be her.”
Lina hesitated, then placed a hand on Bella’s shoulder. “That doesn’t matter anymore. You are.”
Bella sobbed, curling tighter into herself. “Why does everyone like her more than they liked me?”
“Because she smiles.”
“She’s not real.”
“She’s all you’ve got.”
Bella sat up slowly, mascara streaking her cheeks.
“I miss me,” she said.
“I know,” Lina said. “I still miss myself, too. But you either bury him… or you let her break.”
Bella stared at the mirror again. The lights still off. Just the red glow from the casino sign outside. Her name flickering in that cruel neon:
B E L L A
She stood. Smoothed her skirt. Adjusted her name tag. Breathed.
The mirror no longer showed Bob screaming.
Only a tired, beautiful girl in red, haunted by the echo of a name no one would ever say again.
Bella stepped onto the lounge floor.
She moved like a shadow, like a memory in silk.
A customer smiled. “Bella, darling! Come here, sweetheart.”
She walked over.
She smiled.
She served.
And somewhere far beneath the rouge and the perfume, a voice—quiet now, and fading—whispered one last time.
Red was the color.
Then silence.
