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Perfect for her
🕑 Added 2025-04-12 16:00:38 +0000 UTCJake had always felt lucky to have Sophie. She was everything he wasn’t, confident, elegant, perfect. He had no idea why she had chosen him, but she had, and that was all that mattered.
She made him feel wanted. And for someone like Jake, that feeling was addicting.
The first time she told him to grow out his hair, it didn’t seem like a big deal.
“I just think you’d look better with a bit of length,” she had said, running her fingers through his short strands. Her voice was soft, sweet, charming.
So he let it grow.
Sophie had a way of making things seem like his own idea. She never outright demanded anything. She would drop little comments, plant little seeds, and then wait for them to bloom.
“You know, your skin would be amazing if you took care of it,” she had murmured one night, tracing a finger along his cheek. “I could help you. I love taking care of you.”
That last part, it hooked him.
Sophie had a way of making him feel special in a way no one else ever had. She spoke in if only statements, making him feel like he was almost perfect, but not quite.
Not yet.
So he started using the skin-care products she bought for him. He told himself it was just self-care, nothing more. But the products kept coming, toners, serums, moisturizers. Each time he questioned it, Sophie would tilt her head, frown just enough, and say something that made him feel stupid for even asking.
“I thought you liked when I take care of you,” she’d say, her voice carrying the slightest edge of disappointment.
And that was all it took. He never wanted to let her down.
Sophie never pushed. She nudged.
Makeup started the same way.
“I just want to see how you’d look with a little concealer,” she had said one afternoon, sitting him down in front of her vanity. “It’s nothing. Just to cover up the dark circles.”
Jake hesitated, but Sophie pouted, actually pouted, like a child denied a treat.
“Come on,” she whined, straddling his lap, running her hands through his now long, silky hair. “For me?”
And just like that, his resistance melted.
That was her power. She never asked. She made it feel like she was giving him something. Her attention. Her love. If he denied her, it was as if he was rejecting the very thing that made him feel wanted.
So he let her apply the concealer.
Then, next time, it was foundation.
Then mascara.
Then blush.
Then lip gloss.
Jake told himself it was harmless. That it was just a game. But games don’t become habits.
And yet, somehow, he found himself waking up every morning and doing it himself.
It was muscle memory now, how to blend, how to style his hair, how to make sure his eyebrows were perfectly shaped.
Sophie never praised him outright. Instead, she corrected him.
“You should arch your brows more.”
“That shade doesn’t suit your complexion.”
“Your hair is a mess. Let me fix it.”
There was no good job. No I love how you’re doing this for me. Just constant, endless adjustments.
But he craved her approval so much that he absorbed every criticism like a lesson.
And that was how she won.
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One day, he caught his reflection and didn’t recognize himself.
His heart pounded as he took in the details—his smooth, glowing skin, the delicate arch of his brows, the subtle tint on his lips. His hair, long and styled in soft waves.
He looked… pretty.
His stomach twisted.
Something was wrong.
His hands shook as he reached up, touching his face. This wasn’t him. This was..
“Are you done staring at yourself?” Sophie’s voice cut through the air.
Jake turned sharply, feeling like a kid caught doing something he shouldn’t. She was leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed, lips curled into an amused smirk.
His mouth went dry.
“I-I was just..”
“You love it,” she interrupted, stepping closer. “Don’t you?”
Jake hesitated. He didn’t love it. He knew this wasn’t him.
But the way she looked at him, the way her fingers brushed under his chin, tilting his face up..
His body betrayed him.
A shiver ran down his spine as Sophie leaned in, whispering against his lips.
“You’re becoming so perfect for me.”
His breath hitched.
This wasn’t right. He knew that. He knew.
But when Sophie kissed him, slow and deep, all his thoughts melted away.
And when she pulled back, staring at him with those unreadable blue eyes, he realized something terrifying.
Even if he wanted to stop this…
He couldn’t.
Because Sophie wasn’t just his girlfriend.
She was his everything.
And she knew it.
Years had passed since the day Sophie walked out of his life, leaving Jake hollow and shattered. The man he had been, the one who liked sports, the one who didn’t care for makeup or fashionable clothes, had long since disappeared. He’d become a shadow of the person Sophie had molded him into, and nothing would ever make that go away.
Jake sat in front of the mirror, staring at the woman he had become. His hair, still long and perfectly styled, framed a face with soft features, his eyes accentuated by the makeup Sophie had once insisted was “essential.” The mascara still fluttered with every blink, the blush still dusted across his cheeks, a soft reminder of what he had lost, and what he could never get back.
He hadn’t chosen this. None of it. But in the years since their breakup, he had tried to return to who he was, only to find the man he once was trapped deep inside. The feminine reflexes were ingrained no, there were no more rough, disheveled mornings. No more being him.
The habits Sophie had instilled in him never faded. He couldn’t help but wake up at dawn to carefully apply his makeup, even if it felt wrong, even if it made his chest ache with longing for a life that no longer felt like his own. His hands reached for his curling iron without thinking. He would style his hair into waves, choosing clothes that highlighted his curves, as though it was second nature.
It was as if Sophie’s influence had branded him, leaving permanent marks on his soul and his body.
The world saw a beautiful woman in front of them, the result of all those months under Sophie’s control. But Jake, deep inside, could still feel the loss of himself. The real Jake, buried under layers of makeup and perfect hair, couldn’t be resurrected.
And Sophie? Sophie had moved on long ago, onto someone else, someone new to mold, to break. She probably didn’t even remember him by now. But Jake couldn’t forget. He couldn’t forget how he had fallen for her, how he had allowed himself to be twisted into what she wanted, all in the name of her love.
The love he never truly had.
With a sigh, Jake stood, smoothing down his skirt, glancing at his reflection one last time.
Maybe, one day he will find the right one.
