Cigusa
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I'm Back!!! (And sorry.)
🕑 Added 2024-12-06 16:09:36 +0000 UTCHi everyone. Sorry for the absence. I want to tell you what happened to me after the last update.
Around April and May, I encountered an unknown disease that caused pain and tinnitus in my right head and right ear. I suffered from serious pain constantly during daytime. By night my sleep was drastically depraved due to the tinnitus (The random sound in my ear will wake me up in 2 am almost every night).
Because of this, the quality of my life had gone down to the lowest point ever in my life. I fell into desperate distress, suffering and crying because of the torture 24/7. I'd say I couldn't even function as a normal human being anymore back then.
However I didn't give in. As soon as I got this illness, I started seeing doctors frequently, trying to get myself a correct diagnosis and a proper treatment. I've gone to general practice, neurology, neurosurgery, otolaryngology, dentistry, several times for each departments. I was taking lots of medicine too. Further more I also did blood test, ultra sound and even MRI. However, All those test failed to give a diagnosis (Except โstressโ). And the pills are not working that well too.
I don't know if you guys understand but not knowing the cause of the problem is worse than the problem itself. I felt hopeless because I didn't know how to treat it nor will I ever recovered from the pain and tinnitus and it stressed me out mentally in addition to my physical condition.
Later in August~September, I moved to a more quiet place in order to recuperate. The good news is (for some reason) I start to feel partially recovered. The tinnitus is 90% gone, so I get to sleep normally again. Also my ear pain is reduced to tolerable tightness. I still feel uncomfortable most of the time, and I still don't have any idea what have caused this, but at least I can sleep and function like a normal person now.
So this is my story of the last 7~8 months. I apologize for having to take a rest from internet again. Even though I'm still not fully recovered I want to get back on track already.
Here is the reparation of my absence:
Any supporter who is spending $8 per month or more can name a character. (I'll collect them in another post). I'll pick 7 out of the characters from the pool and give each of them a drawing (SFW or NSFW, depends on the requests.)
Other than that, I'll start to host the monthly poll again (On subscribestar). I'll also release pics that I was finishing weekly. I really want to get back to drawing and grow my page again.
Sorry for the absence again. And thank you all for not giving up on me.
Comments
PoshOctavia
hey i had that exact same thing happen to me! and its going away for me too! did you get bit by a small bug? mine started when i did
Silver Screen
Hmm thinking which character to pick is so hard. Def wanna go for one you haven't done before. I got, like, three ideas buzzing in my head
Silver Screen
Okay, gonna help you out a bit.
Cigusa
Thank you so much. At this point I already give up figuring out what is it. (Even the MRI report can't tell.) And if you wanna support me with $8 and get a chance to get a reward it's always welcomed! After all I'll only pick 7 so it's not like you're guaranteed to get a reward. Again thank you!
Silver Screen
Heyy, good to have you back dude. Sucks that you still don't know, but I pray it gets diagnosed and sorted out soon. It wouldn't feel right for me to jump to 8$ right now to claim that reward when I was a free member for so long. Unless you wouldn't mind. Just know that I'm glad you're back.
