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New Steps in Life, Patreon, and Art
🕑 Added 2022-02-28 16:17:53 +0000 UTCHello everyone! I do greatly apologies for the quietness around, well everywhere. February was a hell of a month that left me struggling to get focused on my art.
Alot has happened both good and bad. Some of the good has been that I actually moved into the city. I lived out of town for quite sometime and unfortunately due to losing my car it made me realize how isolated i really was living out in a small town. So i found a placed with a close friend that i had made and we'll be living together. (They actually know what i draw and are fine with it so... hurray!) Other good news is that the insurance for losing my car gave me a bit more money then they originally offered as some arguing. Which is good, coupled with moving into the city i can start looking for a car without the pressure that i was feeling when i lived out of town.
However moving being just stressful over all is fine, but the rest of the world has had me in a rut and feeling awful, first was the "Freedom Convoy" in my country Canada. It left me on edge as their were people wishing that they do a Jan 6th which hurts to have heard. Then there was the build up and eventual attack of Ukraine, I had friends when i was a kid who had family from there. My brain overworks itself when stuff like this happens feeling the doom and gloom of it all overwhelms me. Someday I wish i was cold and callous i could just shrug my shoulders and walk way and focus on what i want to do. But i feel lucky as I have manage to push through alot of those feelings because despite the tears and panic I have been working on art, maybe not some i should be focusing on right now, but I have been working which is much of an improvement from years past. Thanks to move that helped with keeping my focused and allowing my to have a new space to work in. I am excited to share alot of the work i have been working on as i got a new project or two on the go!
Speaking of which I have been feeling bad as of the last 2 months i have neglected this patreon and its members. I had made promises of streams, comics, and other cool things that i haven't delivered at all. That is my fault and this month and onward i want to do better! With the new place i'll need sometime to set up but i want to get ready to finally do a stream. For comics I have actually thumbnail several stories and will be share this month and on with sketch pages and wips. and I will finally get that first YCH piece done so i can move onto the next one!
Also you may have notice that i have posted a piece on Monday instead of Friday and a new change has occurred that i want my patrons to have and that is Monday are pieces that will become public after posting here and then Fridays will be exclusive pieces just for patreon users. This is something that is both small and big for me. But i am also showing progress of all my pieces instead of just the final renders so you can see steps of the progress.
This week is my catch up week as I have a couple of things i both still owe and need to get the ball rolling as its in my court. So expect another big update post on Friday! That is also when i'll be returning to discord shortly with this week to get things figured out and some new extra stuff i got cooking!
For anyone who is interest i will be opening up for commissions in small batches sometime this month date is to be announced on friday pending how well i do my catch up work.
Thank you everyone who is here! This all mean so much to me I love you all~!
Also i hope you like my new piece today!
Comments
PyroANTIC
I had wondered why you had been quiet for a while. I'm glad things are starting to look up and I look forward to your art and hearing more from you in general. : )
NxPaqu
Good to hear from you again! No worries, life gets us all at some point ^_^ Good luck with the new place, and looking forward to the art!
