October reward delay & November billing cycle paused

Thanks! I will! 🥰

Wow you're too kind 😳 I wonder if I'm qualified to be a perfectionist because I'm stuck in probably a very basic step, which is uh, just finish the work. I'm so puzzled why I simply am not able to now, while it was never a problem a decade ago. I'm sorry if you're also going through those struggles (but also a relief that I'm not alone, ahem). Maybe it is unavoidable during the journey of creating artwork and a sign before jumping to the next stage. I wish to support more artists I love around the world like all of you are doing when my situation is better. Getting support and communicate with you all is really a wonderful experience despite the difficulties of running the reward system. 😘

Thank you 😭 I'm too lucky to have all the support here.

Haha it ends that I still repeating doing practices every day. But at least I can worry less now and take my time.

I almost feel like a mad scientist just repeating experiments every day. 😅 When I was little it was fun, but now it is energy-consuming. Thanks for your kind comment! I'll do my best to find the passion again.

Thank you so much 😭 I regret to go for the billing per month rather than per post. But to think on the bright side, it also pushes me to always focus on the problems that need to be solved first and make me a step closer to what I plan to be month by month.

嗚嗚感謝！這幾天還是天天畫圖，不過不再一自己一定要在月底完成作品，總之走一步算一步orz

Aww, take care of yourself! 3:

V

Don't worry about it! I am sure lots of your patrons (including me) are here so they can show their support regardless of you delivering the monthly rewards! To be honest, I love that i can interact with you and chat via comments because you're such a fun person and I enjoy your posts a lot they are really interesting to read! Take really good care of your mental health and regain the energy that you need. Being a perfectionist is draining for both body and soul and it sure as hell gives the performance anxiety big time. I can relate a lot to what you're writing and the struggle you're going through. Be kind to yourself, we cal all tell how hard you're working and how much effort and heart you pour into these pieces- it's a well deserved rest!

Don't worry! People who truly love your work will stand by you always. Please take good care of yourself and focus on your recovering your confidence.

Don't work yourself too hard! Give yourself the time that you need and do what you feel is best for you! ;_;

K T

Please try not to beat yourself up too much. Life happens, stress happens, and sometimes you need to take a break for yourself to find your passion again. Like I said to someone else, if your heart and brain aren't in it, then it's not art, it's just work. You do what you need to for yourself, okay? You're still one of my favourite artists and I'm not going anywhere. <3

對我來說可以看到您的作品就很開心了，不管是草圖或是灰階作品，能量若無法支撐還請好好的讓精神休息回血😥

I'm happy to stay! I love seeing your work, and I want to stay to show my support! do what makes you feel comfortable, I'm sure I would also feel pressure if I was in your situation, but as a fan of your work, I don't want you to feel trapped by the reward system either! Good luck! :D