SkyKliker
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Some information and thoughts
🕑 Added 2022-09-30 16:07:10 +0000 UTCA lot of stuff happened during August and September in my country, most of it was obviously tragic, but there were few glimpses of light among darkness that this war has brought on me and my fellow countrymen. When the war began i was joking with my friend that stress is going to kill us for sure, if russian rockets won't do it faster, since that day i was thanking the God every day, because thankfully, my town wasn't struck or attacked in any way once. But keeping mental state stable is pretty tough, because some fucked up shit is happening every day and you just have to somehow deal with it, even if it not affects you directly, like today 25 civilian people were killed in shelling (Zaporizhya region), few days ago the guy that studied in the same college as myself died at the frontline, and this is just stuff that happened in last three days that i am aware of, thinking about all other cases and tragedies will probably drive even the most stable man insane pretty quickly. Well lets move to the point of why am i typing all of this. All of this builds up inside my head and it is uneasy to comprehend and digest. It becomes harder and harder to stay calm and work under this conditions and i want you to understand that if the amount of renders or their quality drops it is mostly tied to the fact of me living under informational press for the last 6 month. It is just hard to think about sexy and kinky stuff when all that you see around is despair that seamingly has no visible end to it. Even taking this into account i am proud for some of my recent renders and i hope that you find them enjoyable, it makes me feel better to know that so many people care about stuff that i do. Sorry for the wall of text, but i felt like i need to let you know about all of this, because lately i had few cases of scrapping scenes and renders completely, because i haven't felt like they are good enough and i think this is direct result of the conditions i am up against. Stay safe, i hope that you are doing great, as always, if you have any kind of feedback about content - please let me know. I am always open to this kind of stuff because it allows me to interact with you and understand you desires on a deeper level.
Comments
SkyKliker
Thank you for support! Will absolutely try to do my best. It is very heartwarming to see so many messages from people trying to cheer me up, and it surely reignite my passion for doing more renders for you guys!
Bg_sgr
I’m here since it all started, I think, and I saw many ups and downs in your mental state, which is completely normal under the circumstances, but something that amazes is that the quality you brought to your renders never went down, even for a bit. You are a great artist and the stuff you does, you does at the best level you can. This is amazing. All this war is political and the citizens like you were caught in the middle of the imperialism promoted by the two most imperialists countries in the world, which makes me suffer even more. We face something similar (although it’s more like a civil war not so covered by the news) where I live these days, and I totally understand how it feels. Don’t worry by the quality of your art, they are absurdly good as always. Just focus on staying as calm as you can and know that all this will come to an end.
SkyKliker
Thank you! Will read about it for sure, absolutely love history!
StokkaFilippo
1) You are an amazing artist. Quality has only improved in the last months. 2) Quality needs time. 3) This whole situation is disgusting. We can only hope that will ends soon. I know a Ukrainian girl who lives here in Italy. She returned to Ukraine because her love was called to arms. We got a message from her after 10 days of no communications. Finally, we know that she is alive. 5) I suggest you to read about Oliver Messiaen, a great french composer, captured by German troops during WWII. I think his story could interest you.
