duskiglow
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bitter (life update!)
🕑 Added 2022-09-24 18:39:07 +0000 UTCthese nights are blurring together
and everything tastes bitter
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yooo anxiety/dep is such a butt:( it's been a pretty rough week spent with family, and i got roped into being part of a christmas family trip to korea (where my parents are from) - essentially a non-negotiable trip in which i'll be in close, forced proximity in a new country and culture i feel disconnected from, with a family that has unresolved issues and a faulty/incomplete understanding of trauma at best! fun :') and oh yeah, they're pretty upset about my pushing to go on t in jan. possibly "dont come back home" upset, although despite it all, i rly feel that there is still love in this pain. things may change in a few years, who knows.
but anyways, amidst that and some attempts to reconnect with high school friends that went south (like everything else, it's complicated), ive been not feeling so hot and just felt the need to make a bit of vent art. im absolutely not coping solely with beer, but oh it is a cold and bitter comfort.
being trans and anxious is kinda messing w my relationships:( but ive waited and compromised too much to live on the sidelines of my own life forever, n im gonna fight for this.
thanks for reading yall, it's been real<3
Comments
Caspian
It will be alright, no matter how much parents may claim to be mad at you deep down they will always love and worry for you. I'm so happy that you've been fighting for your identity and the fact that you're committed to keep going in proving others that you're proud of being how you are makes me smile. I smile because it's no easy task and because I know you will make through this, though times may be hard for now they will improve for the better, the key to it all is patience.
Snow
I hope everything goes over well on that trip duski, as well as your relationship between you and your parents ❤️
