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The reward for May 2025 has been sent
🕑 Added 2025-05-31 09:55:36 +0000 UTCThe May 2025 reward has been delivered via private message. Thank you so much for your support.
This month, I went through a major emotional shift. Very suddenly, I found myself unable to draw—no inspiration, no sense of flow in my hands. Even when I tried, I couldn’t get past the sketch stage, and the pieces I forced myself to complete just didn’t feel right. My mood hit such a low point that I almost felt like my life as an artist had come to an end.
Eventually, through quiet reflection and honest dialogue with myself, I discovered that deep down, I’d been carrying a small wound from childhood. That wound had been quietly sabotaging my ability to do things perfectly and even stopping me from continuing the things I love. After going through some non-medical (quasi-spiritual) healing practices, I was finally able to reconcile with that part of myself.
Now, I feel like a Genkidama charged with the energy of everyone on Earth—overflowing with confidence and hope for the future. I truly hope you’ll enjoy next month’s reward!
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2025/05的獎勵已經由私訊發送，非常感謝你們的支持
這個月經歷了很大的心境變化，非常突然的在某一段時間沒辦法畫圖，沒有靈感也沒有畫圖的手感，即便畫了在草稿階段就沒辦法繼續畫下去，逼自己畫出來的圖也不完美，心情低落到甚至差一點就覺得我的畫圖人生就到此為止了，最後經由靜心與自己的內心對話發現其實內心深處有一小塊小時候就遺留下來的創傷，就是這個創傷一直阻擋我把事情做得完美甚至阻止我不要再繼續做我愛做的事情，最後經由一些非醫療(類宗教)的流程與自己的內心和解了，現在的我就像是吸滿地球人元氣的元氣彈有著無比的信心和對未來的展望，希望你們會喜歡下個月的獎勵！
