AftynRose
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For Relaxing Times <3
🕑 Added 2018-09-29 23:49:34 +0000 UTC Password: relaxxxRemember when I asked what relaxes you more than anything else? Well it wasn't for nothing because I took those comments and made a video out of it! Among others, you guys said that ASMR, weed, meditation, massages, reading, and drinking booze or tea relaxes you above all else so in this video I try to give you some tingles while we share those experiences together <3
This may not be for everyone, and I hope that you won't think less of me for drinking and smoking. It isn't healthy to develop a dependency on these things but in moderation I think they're just fine and can be a lot of fun (: I had a great time making this and afterwards I was so zen that I just went straight to bed! I hope that you are able to enjoy this experience as well and thank you all for leaving comments that I could use for the video :)
P.S. This is not going to be your exclusive this month. It's just a bonus. (spoilers) I have a 'vampire begging to suck you dry' role play coming tomorrow that will be your actual September video.
(aaand a quick vent session) I had wanted this one to go up for all of my Patrons but there's a little voice in my head that keeps saying "people are going to hate it", despite my wanting to share. This often happens before I publish something but I feel such unconditional love from so many of you and so happy when I share something, that I know powering through those anxieties will be worth it. However, since this particular video is just..me..doing random things.. I feel on the spot. I know it's important for me to overcome my fears, I know it's impossible to appeal to everyone, I know I should do what I want and love myself regardless of what anyone might say to or about me, but the thought of rejection or failure is still scary and I want to apologize for letting fear hold me back. I neglect YouTube so much, and I'm still not super confident playing as myself in a video. That's why for now, I feel more comfortable just sharing with you guys- If you can tolerate my live streams than hopefully you can enjoy this :)
Alright.. enough about that! Enjoy the video :D I love you so much
-Aftyn
Comments
OnlyHuman
Aftyn, "you being you" or "you doing random things" that you like to do is one of the things that make me enjoy your videos for all of the right reasons. People don't have to agree with everything they see on your videos, but guess what? Most won't have a valid reason to think any less of you aaaaand... you are still awesome.
Rey V.
the ahegao part made me lol
HeatMiser325
Puff, puff, pass, Affy.
Also, if you donβt mind me asking, what was the strain you had in the video?
Ainβt nothin wrong with puffin on some cheeb, Aftyn! Do you π
saul
you be you aftyn! we love you. and you are rocking that sweater/dress sexyAF
Iron Works
absolutely amazing. this video had so many cute aftyn moments it perfect. very relaxing
ALH
I will be falling asleep to this tonight π€β€And you have nothing to fear, Aftyn...you are so wonderful for sharing these videos with us, giving us a glimpse of who you are. And we all know you're AMAZING. So kind, so inspiring β€We are all so fortunate to have you in our livesπ€β€
The part where you forgot what you were doing is very relatable. Made me lol a couple of times :)
AftynRose
Thank you so much Eric :) what you said means a lot to me. I do care about my supporters and I want to give you the best, but thereβs so much that I still need to work on and Iβm glad I have people who are willing to stick around and listen π thank you
Eric
This is just my opinion regarding your post...but you really shouldn't worry so much about people thinking less of you for smoking and drinking. Stuff like that is treated as such evil stigmas that people lose sight of the fact that human beings will do what they enjoy, and so long as their choices dont hurt anyone then more power to them. And I appreciate how you take the time to not only try and deliver quality products, but you also sit down and share some of your thought processes and such. That's a big reason why I have supported you for a while now. I can still tell that you actually CARE about your fans and supporters instead of just seeing us as your customers. Your warm, inviting, and all around kind personality will keep me around for a while. Night Afty!
