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Trying Again | The Horny Post | Christmas Eve 2023
🕑 Added 2023-12-24 14:13:03 +0000 UTCI have gotten quite big in the last 2 months. I have had trouble with my weight since summer, but I started to get a handle on it in September. It's not that I'm so big, but that my tummy is rather.... bulging. I suddenly gained a lot of weight near the end of October because I stopped exercising after my initial YouTube channel got taken down. I got so sad that I started sitting around eating junk food and not going to the gym. I am incredibly unhappy with the state of my body. It's not cute. I have been hesitant to do topless photos lately because of it. I legit look like I'm in my 3rd trimester of pregnancy. That combined with my small estrogen breasts does not create a pretty picture. I am disgusted and cannot even look at myself also considering not having access to estrogen for the last few months. I think I have fully reverted into looking like a normal dude in his 20s. Not that there is anything wrong with looking like a normal dude, but it is not what I see myself as. I am hesitant to even call myself a femboy lately because of it. But instead of sitting around and moping, what am I going to do about it?
After 55 days of not exercising I finally got back to it yesterday. I went to the gym with my beer belly (despite not ever drinking) and did my stretches. I did 100 sit-ups, a 10-second plank, 100 leg crunches, and then started to do my 20 squats. At squat number 11 I felt like vomiting. So, I stopped. I am not where I was 55 days ago, but I have begun the journey to get back. When I was exercising lately I did all described above plus 65 minutes of jogging on a treadmill. It was really working for me. Attached to this post is me at my peak about 2 months ago. I am hoping to get back to that by February. And I will! I have decided that no matter what sad event occurs I will not give up! After all, if I'm not fit then I'm not cute 🥺 And if I'm not cute what man would want to adopt and bweed me? These are the real questions.
Comments
Madeline Razo
My ex gave me severe body issues. She insulted my appearance non-stop from my facial hair to how I dress. Sometimes I don't know how to feel good about myself 🥺
Frosting the Birthday Clown
Please stop talking bad about yourself YOU ARE CUTE
Madeline Razo
Like eating 1/2 pound of food only a day?
Lucky224
Basically I use you eat about 16oz -1lb now I eat 8oz-1/2lb pre meal. Also sugar dieting means I just quit on high sugar foods like coke and American candy.
