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Personal Update #1
🕑 Added 2022-01-13 19:00:41 +0000 UTCHey guys, Chainsmoker here
Since me and Slip started this Patreon page back in June of 2021, I haven’t posted a single life update post. Now, looking back, I think that it was unfair and you deserve to know more about what is happening with me and things I do here for you. I decided to be more open for you, to speak out and share some thoughts. Many people are here for lewds only and I completely understand them, that is why there is an [IRL] tag on this post. If you don’t want to get in personal things, you can stop reading right here, it’s alright! <3
From now on I work alone
If you haven't heard the news yet, now I’m on my own now. This means that now I'm writing scripts, making edits and much more, which Slip helped me with. I don't know yet how this will affect the amount of content I will be able to post. However, the most difficult part is to keep going on alone without a partner you could always rely on. But I'm trying to stay optimistic and hopefully I'll find a way to get back on track.
Thank you so much for your support on our server and in the dm's, it's incredibly kind and always nice to hear!
Lack of motivation
I'll say it straight. It's a very difficult time in my life right now. I have physical and mental issues after the covid, my university studies are very rough now and...
...and I recently lost a family member.
There aren’t many things left that make me happy. Probably the only thing that keeps me going is you. Everyone who enjoy the things I make, who likes, shares and comments on my stuff. It makes me smile and say:
'That’s why I’m doing it. To make people out there happier! To brighten their day a little!'
This feeling alone makes me want to keep fighting, stay strong and hope for a better future.
What happens now?
Now, I’m trying to pass all the university exams as fast as possible and have some time left in the end of the month for work. I still plan to finish Coomsday 2021 before the end of the month.
Future plans
I will probably take a break in early February to recover a little bit of mental and physical health. I will also pay more attention to the quality of my work. The last thing I want is to become a 'conveyor artist' who does the same things without any improvements. I will definitely try to do more animations as well.
Moreover, I want to add other universes to my work, not very sure about specific ones, but I have Borderlands (there are a lot of hot ladies there), Team Fortress 2 (Miss Pauling and female scout are pog), Witcher/Cyberpunk (the well-known waifus) on my mind.
Our Discord server will also receive updates. I have some fun ideas in mind for that!
Other things to clarify
I was thinking to start taking commissions, however I’m not sure it will happen anytime soon, since I want to focus on creating some kind of a universe, and this will take a lot of time and effort.
And don't worry, I remember that I owe you a Mercy animation, I'll get to it as soon as possible!
P.S.
Thank you if you've read this far and I'm sorry for my meh language! All this message is probably very rough and rushed, this is the first time I write such things for a large audience, I hope you understand! <3
The best thing you can do if you want to help me is to keep being awesome as you already are! Take care, stay safe and hopefully I’ll see you soon with some better news! Love you all!
<3
Comments
Chainsmoker
My sleeping schedule is f@cked, that’s true. xD Thank you buddy! 💛
Chainsmoker
Thank you! 💛
Chainsmoker
Thank you, great to hear that! 💛
Shuuri
I Send you all the strenght i can. Please do take care of yourself, nothing is more important, keep up the AMAZING job you did so far and have 8 daily hours of sleep ! :D
Alex
I don't plan to view any TF2 related content because I don't like associating that game with pornography, however I do await everything else :D take any breaks you need at any point
Dominion Rin
Please make sure you takw care of yourself chain. Your content is great and i will support you in every way i can bit you should always come first
Chainsmoker
That’s alright, don’t worry! Thank you! 💛
Chainsmoker
Those are personal things that we should keep between me and Slip only, hope you understand!
Chainsmoker
Gaige is one of the best girls from Borderlands! Thank you! 💛
Ore wa Sutandoda dai o!
Definitely focus on your exams more than anything. I'm a bit of a sociopath, so that's all I got to say.
IronBridge
What caused you and slip to go separate ways? If it’s alright my asking.
Mars Project
Good advice.
Underdemon
Your own mental and physical health should always be the #1 priority! Also really hoping for borderlands stuff from you, especially Gaige
mas151617
After following your art for a while I finally subbed in Nov of 2021. Best choice ever. Keep your head up but always put yourself first. Your fans will always welcome your return when you are ready. Looking forward to a happier, healthier, more mindful 2022!
Chainsmoker
Gonna check him out now, thank you! 💛
The 13th Hussar
One thing that always makes me smile is old John Pinette comedy acts, maybe they'll help you smile too.
Chainsmoker
Thank you for your kind words! Will do my best! 💛
Louis Nizon
Hey buddy, it's okay to take time for yourself, everyone needs it. If you ever need some help for anything, don't hesitate! I wish you the best, stay strong and go for it ! It's gonna be okay :)
Chainsmoker
Staying strong! Thank you! 💛
Chainsmoker
Thank you! I appreciate that! 💛
Forgive me Master Chief, for Simping
We will stay behind you, You are doing great. Keep going :)
Vista
Thanks bro. Sorry for your loss. Wish you all the best, do whatever feels right and makes you happy. Take time for yourself. This Covid think is stressing me out as well. Remember you are not alone in this. We will stick through this together.
Chainsmoker
That’s nice to hear! Thank you! 💛
Ice King Nexion
I think that was worded swimmingly. Take your time and be the best you can be.
Chainsmoker
Thank you! Take care too! 💛
Hypnogc xxx martian
Thank u so much for letting us know. And we are cheering for you we all know u can make it through this and truly thank u for working so hard. Good luck and take care
