marshmallowpone
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Just Something Simple (Sentimental)
🕑 Added 2024-03-18 16:47:08 +0000 UTCBelieve it or not, I was an SFM content creator who just did simple things, they weren't NSFW, mostly SFW, I was still young then, not exactly 18.
Things feel different now, I feel like whatever I make isn't good anymore, I don't feel as if what I make in my own mind isn't good enough to anyone, instead I've got to think of the audiance otherwise I'll lose their attention. I never get that chance to think for what I like to do...people like to just compare me with other artists, people wished I was like them, people didn't like I was improving and turned away, I feel like I was failing people, and I never understood why me taking a break is never allowed, instead I feel like I'm slacking, and sometimes I get told I'm slacking...
Thankfully not everyone is like this, but it saddens me we live in this era where people seem to forget content creators are people, content creators started off completely different from what they use to make, and when they got an audiance, they had to change some of their core things to keep the audiance engaged, because now want over the top, flashy, RGB content (where as in my boat, expansion stuff or constant animations).
I know people pay me for the fetish stuff and not any of this, otherwise you'd feel like you wasted your money, but it's something that has been bothering me for god knows how long, and I've been criticized for it, saying "not enough animations", "not enough content within the month, obviously slacking" and the most favourite one of all "a cori ripoff" or anything that certain content creator is better than me because they pump out content faster and the list goes on, yes I do read your exit survey's and that point I won't be reading anymore, most of them were expecting content every single day to the ends of the earth.
Anyways, what was the point of this picture and all this? Less Is More. When I do these types of images, it allows me to express my thoughts through pictures, if I just did NSFW stuff, all it will tell you, I'm just some lonely horny person with no girlfriend, when really, I'm just someone who does things because I like doing them, it's my job to provide you your horny content, yes, but it shouldn't be about having to do one and one thing only, I'm shocked there are a few who do like my normal sfw stuff, because to them it shows I'm not just a degenerate, but a person who has passion. If you maybe took the time to chat with me on my discord server or tuned into one of my streams, you'd be surprised I'm not who you think I am.
Main story is, less is more, start showing love rather than hate, remember the ones who provide you content are humans and not AI. Please understand, if I don't post things within a week, doesnt mean I'm slacking or being lazy or just taking your money, thinking of stuff to make takes time, and with my brain at times, it draws blanks, I don't want to wake up everyday and sitting at my screen thinking constantly, I just want to things to come to my head as it comes, and it has thankfully for the most part.
That's about it for my rambling, if you read all of this then thank you, at least you cared enough to understand :)
Comments
Iris knight 115
honestly, you should go ahead and do things that YOU want to do. sure, the fetish stuff is great. but you are...right. you have been kind of...restricted to just what the audience wants and not something that you want to do. personally, i don't care as to what side of the picture you do (SFW or NSFW). it's YOUR art. you should be allowed to create what YOU want to create. and shouldn't have to be restricted to what the audience wants.
Brandoderg
Awwwh, this looks great! The pose and the lighting, especially with the message along with it, makes it seem like you're looking out and contemplating, it's sappy but beautiful. Maybe I'm looking too deep, great art and great message, it truly is a shame how content creators get treated, and I hope people do realize that, like you said, they are people too, we all are.
