backstreetgirl
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Wow I cant believe its been 10 days since I posted. Im sorry I dont mean to keep you in the dark <3
🕑 Added 2025-12-16 10:29:29 +0000 UTCI know I only really give excuses and apologizes these days.
Its hard because bad things keep happening and I dont have anything else to say and I honestly dont want to keep you in the dark.
I had a really bad mental breakdown, screaming, crying, etc. and I just shut down.
It's just one of those months where everything could go wrong does and you dont know what to do about it because theres nothing to do you know?
I really want to draw and just forget about it but its just hard with so much happening.
I feel horrible because I dont want to give you excuses, I want to earn your support and make you happy.
I hope next month I can do that again. I'll be trying harder every day to get back to a schedule, I promise you that.
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Joseph Richards
Backstreetgirl, I hope you're doing okay in life. I hope you have a roof over your head, food in your tummy, and I hope that whatever is going wrong will sort itself out in time I mean this genuinely when I say you are precious and valuable, please don't put yourself down or anything because you think you owe us π₯ I'm sure there are many in the community that agree, but we support you because we like your content, NOT because we expect some endless scheduled stream. It's like a nice treat, and a sense of community, not like.. some fast food slop or something I'll never think "Where is Backstreetgirl's next art release?! π‘", for me it's more like a pleasant surprise each time. I'm sorry I can't support you right now, my money is tight, but I hope you keep pushing on and understand that there are people in this community who like YOU, not just how good you draw lolis
Star_bauble
Hey don't stress too much about it. Sometimes life just hits you all at once, it's understandable. You've given us so much wonderful content already, I don't mind waiting a little longer. Genuinely hoping you feel better.
jhon772
Take your time and i hope things get better
TheBrowsinator
Your mental health, wellbeing, and general life troubles are never an 'excuse'. There's no reason to feel horrible, people understand. Everyone's support is already earned. Take care of yourself, first, foremost, and always.
AkiKleist
I'm used to darkness, some days I prefer it, but I know what you are going through, you'll recover in due time
Acero
believe me, i know what it's like my whole damn summer was like that
