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January notice and talk (1月通知與雜談)
🕑 Added 2025-01-29 19:04:07 +0000 UTCThank you for waiting. The rewards have been sent.
Because of the delay in sending out the rewards, the linking time will be extended to February.
I'm sorry that I can't draw the illustrations for January as scheduled.
For January, I will change the rewards to Payhip coupons (to be sent via private message next month), with different discount ratios depending on the tier (Payhip products are not yet complete, and will be updated gradually).
In February, I'm still planning to draw 3 illustrations, one for the New Year, and one for the characters voted for in January and February.
Regarding the status of January, in order not to affect too many emotions to everyone, I will briefly describe. You can also choose not to continue reading.
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This is a sudden and tragic news, it is very sudden and unreal, my father left this month.
After receiving the news, before going to the hospital, I recalled that every day always work while taking care of the gradual aging of him, in fact, has been almost 10 years, usually he did not say much, but also has always been accompanied by me from a young age, the morning of the day of the death of the spirit of the quite good until the afternoon only took 2 hours to leave me.
Due to religious norms, the funeral took about 10 days to prepare, and the ceremony was completed in a simple and quick manner.
This month, I felt sadness, anger, self-responsibility, and guilt all at the same time. Sometimes, I was so busy during the preparation of the funeral that I couldn't feel the sadness and missing. Even after the funeral, I was still tired and felt nothing else.
If only I could have talked to him more when he was still here, it would have been so nice. Unfortunately, I can't do that anymore.
Although it is true that he left, in my mind, he just went on a long trip.
Regardless of whether or not there are still people around who care about you, people must continue to grow and be strong.
Hope everyone can cherish their only family member in the world more too!
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謝謝大家的等待。獎勵已經發送了。
因為延遲發送獎勵，這次的連結時間也會跟著延長至2月。
此外1月也無法如期畫圖，抱歉。
1月的獎勵，我會更改為Payhip的折價券(下個月透過私訊發送)，依照Tier層級有不同折價比例(商品還在逐步更新中)
2月，依然預計畫3張插圖，分別是新年圖，以及1月、2月的投票角色
關於1月狀況，為了不影響太多情緒給大家，我簡單述說，你也可以選擇不繼續看。
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這是突如其來的噩耗，這很突然且不真實，這個月我爸離開了。
接到消息後，到醫院之前，我回想每天總是一邊工作一邊照顧逐漸衰老的他，其實已經快10年了，平時他的話不多，也是一直從小陪伴著我長大。
雖然最近幾個月身體變差，但離世當天的上午精神相當好，直到下午僅僅花了2小時就離開了。
基於宗教規範，喪禮則是花了10天左右準備，在簡化且快速的情況下將儀式完成。
這個月，我同時感受到難過、生氣、自責、愧疚，有時候，甚至在準備過程中，忙碌到來不及感受難過與思念。即便喪禮完成後，我依然只有疲累且毫無其他感覺。
如果人還在時，可以多陪他說話，那該有多好。只可惜再也做不到。
雖然他的離開是事實，但在我心中，他只是去了一趟長途旅行了。
不論是否還有關心你的人在身邊，人總是要繼續成長與堅強。
希望大家也能更珍惜自己世上唯一的家人
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Tier3 and Tier4 Rewards has been sent.
If you processed paid but didn't get the rewards,
Any problem, please feel free to send me messages.
If you are a new subscriber and subscribe before the "end of January", you can also get "December Tier rewards".
※Subscription starts on 1/8, and reward will be sent on the 21th.
※Subscription starts on 1/21, and reward will be sent on the 31th.
In addition, you can choose to purchase past rewards directly in Payhip.
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Tier3與Tier4回饋圖包已經以訊息送出了。
如果你成功付款而又沒有收到獎勵，
有任何相關問題，請不用客氣跟我聯絡。
如果你是新的訂閱朋友，在"1月底"前訂閱 , 也可以得到"12月份的Tier獎勵"。
※1/8開始訂閱，21日會統一發送獎勵。
※1/21開始訂閱，31日會統一發送獎勵。
除此之外，也可以選擇到Payhip內直接購買過去獎勵。
Comments
Shiba
Thank you for your concern.😊 I actually wasn't prepared for the death of a family member, and maybe that's something that almost no one is prepared for. It's just that I think it's something that happens to all of us in life, and rather than being down in the dumps and trying to cope with it, it's probably a better medicine for me to keep myself a little bit busy.
Sigma91
I'm sorry for your loss. If you need to take some time off it's ok. Emotional damage takes longer to heal than physical damage.
Shiba
謝謝關心。 是阿，雖然人生無常，但能用這樣方式離開，我想已經是很幸運的事了。
Wini Wang
能無病無痛離開，最後一段路有陪到，也就夠了，沒有也只能看開，生老病死總要面對，接下來就好好發洩情緒，繼續走下去。
