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A little announcement! Sorry for lack of ASMRs
🕑 Added 2023-11-26 06:18:47 +0000 UTCHi guys,
I wanted to write a proper apology to you all for not posting for the past few days.
TLDR:
I've not been very productive and life has been getting in the way, I'll write the mushy stuff on down but for those who are just here for the news: I'll focus on recording a new asmr using the binaural mic and get it out to you guys either Sunday or Monday, and I'll also work on recording an exclusive for $15+ tiers. I still need to figure out the mic settings for it to sound the best, so it may take some time. I just ask you to be patient and give feedback once I post them :)
For those who want to read the mushy stuff:
Thanksgiving is always a pretty sad time of year for me. I haven't been home to see family for the holidays in 4 years so it really sucks. I came to realize you kinda take those holidays with family you have as a child for granted, because its something I've missed as I've gotten older. I don't rly have a close bond with my parents anymore so it feels like I don't have much of a place to go. Part of the reason why I grind so hard to make content and stuff is because you guys are kinda my happy place. I like making people happy and feeling like I'm doing something good. But I also don't feel like I have anybody close to me for times like this. It sounds sad and kinda pathetic but I end up spending the holidays alone which takes a big hit to my mental health. I've always been a bit awkward and bad at making friends and I'm not very confident to go out to community events either. I think COVID messed a lot of people up in this way where people feel like its hard to get back out there, and I don't really know how to overcome it. Talking to people online only goes so far so it gets hard. So if you were wondering why the lack of posts was, I guess that's just my general feelings and why things have been the way they are. Probably once the holidays are over I'll feel better, its just a seasonal winter thing when it gets dark early and it feels more lonely. I don't want you guys to worry about me, because things are fine. I won't do anything stupid. It's just a tough time to get through for a lot of people, and I know some of you are probably struggling with similar things. I didn't want to leave anyone in the dark or have you thinking I'm abandoning you guys.
I truly do love and appreciate you guys for all of your support and how you've given me a chance <3 I never really expected to get anywhere with anything I do, so I'm very grateful.
Comments
Stickninja612
you don't have to be sorry. I get it, mostly because I'm also alone on the holidays, so I know how you feel. Don't stress yourself out too much about it, Sora. Just know that we are here for you if you need someone to talk to during these times.
Havoc Vangard
For what it's worth Sora I know what you mean. But let me assure you something, you are not alone and if you need a friend then you have many. But I'll gladly give you a comfort during your lonely times. Talk, laugh anything to help ease the lonely bar. Just know you are believed in. You are cared for. Take the day one at a time and know you are you and we appreciate you for being you. Take care and many good vibes your way, Sora.
