Another update.
🕑 Added 2017-09-24 05:09:01 +0000 UTCI know no one wants to read these. It's quite negative... but I still have to let it out. I want to get better - for you guys, and for the people around me. I want to give you guys positive energy.
That's why I want to solve this as soon as I can. I'm going to therapy, I'm going to therapeutic massage, I'm practicing meditation, eating good food, exercising, hoping that I can be back to normal.
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I'll be recording SAO OST - Catch The Moment on my piano at home tomorrow. I can't find any grand pianos to record on here in Canada, it's frustrating.
I wish Canada would spend more time and money on arts and music. It's the soul that which inspires people to create and progress.
Comments
I think it's very brave of you to share your life with us. It sounds like you've been hit by a train, like one of those times when life throws totally unexpected things at you, and you have no way of making sense of it. Your medical issue is a well known disorder. But unfortunately like many diseases, the path to a cure is elusive. You may "get better", or you may not, no one knows. But what is certain is that you have lots of support, and you yourself is a strong person. Beyond the release of neurotransmitters, there's always light everywhere around you. Best wishes.
We're with you always. Get well soon