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CHAPTER055- BPD : CHILD POV

🕑 Added 2023-11-27 17:01:43 +0000 UTC

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Noriko

La verdad no se que tanto se puedo culpar al papá de shoto, el sufrió abusos que jamás trato adecuadamente claro eso eso no justifica todo el daño que le ha causado a su familia, pero como lo dijo la autora al inicio todos cono seres humanos reaccionamos diferente a las traumas, el papá siendo bipolar ( creo), shoto desarrollando una triple personalidad, y Goro siendo un asesino.

Andi

Wow his family has so much trauma. I love how Goro asked the right questions and got him to open up.

Jayy •

Trauma aside they are meant for each other I just hope the bad of these next few episodes aka the next few week in the story doesn’t push them apart because they give me soulmate vibes

Castlevania

yes, he does have DID too im pretty sure they talked about it.

Alexis Sullivan

This confuses me cuz I don't get why his dad can go from being so kind and endearing to a child r*pist. Like is he bipolar? Schizophrenic? Does he have DID too?

Lelia

I'm am wrecked after this chapter. I felt shoto's agony and pain. You did an amazing job thank for this creating this gut wrenching story about love and family.

RevyBlack

There are so many layers to this story. The healthy BDSM dynamics, the mental issues being addressed in a very realistic and relatable way. The fact that Goro genuinely wants to help Shoto because he loves him. Goro realizing that he may need help himself. Nakamura’s genuine worry for them both. Then wrap it up in a fantastical storyline about the yakuza and serial killers. Just an absolutely stellar and unique way to bring attention to real life mental health issues while captivating the readers. Yall have genuinely out done yourselves!

Kill La Killia

Damn this one hurt 🥺😭

wreaktangle

The writing for this story is amazing. Thank you for another amazing chapter

su!

i always used to hold my tears back while reading but this one made me cry. it is so beautifully written. the (im)perfections of human feelings. i literally have no words. wow. and i‘m also glad he finally was able to tell goro. i‘m proud of our little bunny!

Jinori Luv

This chapter was so well done. The emotions 😭

Dezflemm

Ouch my heart. Trauma is so complicated, and is masterfully depicted here.

Artiø Vollrath

Owwww, my heart but also that explains "Turtle."

RevyBlack

Not me bawling like a baby. Poor Shoto. So much pain

Kalea

It’s the flashbacks of happy memories that bled into bad memories for me. Such a heartbreaking chapter. 😭😭 I’m looking forward for more though! Thank you for your continued hard work! 🤎

Bubbles

Super excited to pick up the printed copy of LMB soon! Keep up the great work, and pls remember to rest too <3

Bubbles

I love how nuanced shoto's trauma is written, super realistic. Often times we can't bring ourselves to love and forgive our abusive parents, but also can't fully hate them either bc it's so complicated.

Bubbles

Such a well written chapter, heartbreaking to read but wonderfully written :,) I always look forward to each new chapter! 💕

alexa garcia

This chapter hurt me😭

DeLeetra Zajdel

I......am just....wow I am an emotional wreck 😢 🥰🥰

sincity

Didn’t plan on crying so early in the morning 🥹

Zhang

If I remember they showed him letting his underlings do that to Hiro

Keely

Same lowkey crying as well

Ajeet Pooni

Such a broken and traumatized individual like Hiro isn’t going to be punished by death or imprisonment… the hardest and most painful thing to do is face trauma head on so ideally for the betterment of his family and as a suitable “punishment” Hiro would have to work on himself. Killing Hiro would only relieve him.

Littleoonnee

Thank you for another amazing chapter!

Chubby_Chobba

This chapter is so realistic, it shows perfectly the fights between all the feelings

Saveyourownlifefirst

I'm actually shivering after reading that. I see where the Turtle alter came from. Everything just hurts, I agree with Shoto. Thank-you both for the hard work as always.

Rae Lewis

How incredibly heartbreaking!!!! Did Hiros father also sa Hiro? Would Sho knowing change his feelings? Would it help him understand more or make him even more angry? Poor Sho!! I hope Goro gives him a bubble bath & lies in bed with him to console him the rest of the day!!!

Lady Kyhira Tenti

Shoto I hurt for you

Khizyh

im moved by the emotional depth and realism in this chapter, the depiction of shoto’s pain is just devastating and it feels as if I've personally witnessed and felt the weight of his suffering 💔 I love how goro always stepping up as his protector and the way goro handled shoto with such care without pushing him too hard really eased the weight on my heart ❤️‍🩹

Katelyn Brown

Tuttle got his name from Hiro!!!!

Snucklebuckle69

I’ve been re-reading and looking at the character sheets and a lot of things are starting to make sense and I’ve figured out little details that you’d only notice if you look for them. The ability the author has to captivate us. The atmosphere, the characters, the details, the bits and pieces of information that we have it’s all so cathartic. I’m in awe. It’s like I’m being drawn I’m in between scared and excited for the next chapters.

Audrey Demasi

I just bawled my eyes out like a baby 😭

Blue Meringue

I would say Prison, but given how big he is in the criminal underworld, I doubt he'd suffer much in prison unless they put him in solitary.

Monica

Not me crying at my desk 😭

Dallas N

The mental pain of not wanting to have your rapist murdered because it is your own father. I cannot imagine. Poor Shoto.

Blue Meringue

Yall are so great at showing human complexity like this, showing how bad it can be remembering the good times in someone, because it comes with the fear that they COULD still be good, but that you just aren't worth trying for. It's devastating and beautifully done. Doesn't mean I'm okay with how fucking SAD it makes me, but I respect it 😭

Castlevania

oh my god…😭(after)

Mireya Ramirez

Man this one hurts even more the Tanaka family really need therapy and there dad I don’t know what to think. Should he die or should live that is a loaded question that is so hard to say? The man has some serious mental issues and most of kids too but I still think he needs to pay for reaping Shoto I don’t know how he should pay though.

Katelyn Brown

Sobbing right know. Like we knew from early on but damn.

Kaileena

I didn't expect to cry like this. The more we unravel the story the more I come to feel less hatred for Hiro. 🥹

minsjuu

So I may have accidentally started crying while at work, this was a hard one. Seeing my baby cry just breaks my heart so much 😭😭

Lovely SirMajesty Daniel

This was crazy Shoto finally admitted what happened to him. Saying it out loud is such a huge step for him and Goro was quick to offer immediate action! I love this relationship!! Even after hurting him he stays by Shoto’s side and wants to make him better! GORO IS A TRUE BLACK KING!!!!!!