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CHAPTER045- WABI-SABI

🕑 Added 2023-06-25 14:38:16 +0000 UTC

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Memesbl

I think Hiro is not Shoto's real father 🤔

Heather Jones

JFC! That chapter was painful! 😭 Hurt people hurt people. I can’t wait for the next chapter!!

Ren

So this is Hiro huh his alter is a cunt but he seems so sweet 😭 this is so sad they all deserved better 🥹

Nadiah

my feelings are all over the place CRYING AND READING 😭 MY HEART 💔

Jayy •

Wow I wished this was animated so I can cry harder

Alonté Gordon

I’ve been tryin go to put this off because I know it was going to hurt. But damn😭

Kill La Killia

Legit cried the whole way through this chapter 😭💔

Jazmin✨

I love diving deep into characters backstories… it adds so much. But DANg my heart hurts for them.

Jazmin✨

Whoah…man my emotions right now…

Brokenniko

😭😭😭😭

Jinori Luv

Wow! I was waiting to see more into their relationship and this chapter didn't disappoint. 😭😟

Serena Smith

i think there should be a video they posted on this. It’s a template that is all ready to go, and they just manipulate each time to fit the angles. I’m no artist so i don’t know the art programming names or anything. But that’s how they do it

Serena Smith

I am fucking sobbing right now omg🥺😭😭😭😭

Raevine

Nothing like reading this at 1 am and crying my eyes out. Thank you guys so much for putting in all the effort to convey the emotions in this chapter. As always, heartbreakingly beautiful work😭❤️

emilia j

IM LITERALLY SOBBING

Maria Knight

🥲 my HEART

zorokunn

what i wanna know is how ya do this and not cry/tear up😭😭😭 i had to reread cause my eyes got blurry

whorefornanami

Ik the authors might not see this but how do you guys keep the tattoos so perfect? Like there’s never any flaws in any of the tattoos or just in this book in general

Tasi Scanlan

😭😭😭

eladwodahs

Beautiful chapter. The tattoo continuity through the panels is impressive. The glassy eyes, body language...perfect.

Jumpy Jemma

Their relationship is so sad and toxic. And they both aren't good for each other and trauma bonded young. This whole thing just hits hard in the feels!😭😭😭

Jumpy Jemma

Shoto is the eldest. The smallest in strucure but the eldest in age. That has been established a while now.

AlliM

I feel like I missed something. This chapter they said they got married to keep Shoto. But he isn’t the oldest is he? So why did they get married for him but not the others? Or are the older children Shotos half siblings? Or did I get all of that completely wrong? Sorry the timeline of things is confusing me a little bit. Nothing against the authors it’s a me issue.

Ignacia Foster

Wow it hurts 🥺

Monique Y Mckenzie

So that's the thing I don't think they know!! About each other's mental illness. Because Sakura has borderline personality disorder which is a mental illness too kinda like did but you make rash decisions yourself not another personality. So I don't think they are aware of each other's mental illness sadly :(. She also is bipolar. ):

Monique Y Mckenzie

He has did. Sakura also has borderline personality disorder she can't control her actions she does rash things they both have mental illnesses from the pass. Wether they both are aware they are mentally ill no idea. She's also bipolar few other things. I don't even think Sakura knows her son has did

Tierra SweetPea

Is this a spoiler? I’m really wanting to know if Sakura is aware of Hiro-San's personality disorder? Sakura was hurt the most by being compared to Hiro-san’s mother since her mother-in-law allowed his abuse from the father, but Shoto seemingly was also sexually abused, or at least sexually assaulted, by Hiro-san’s personality, since she’s adamant they’re not like Hiro-san’s parents, wouldn’t that mean she understands that that was not her husband in that moment? This chapter was heart wrenchingly lovely and vulnerable! Good-good, very good job!💛💛💐

Alexis Sullivan

Does Hiro have a system as well? He eyes turn red like Shoto's

ReAnn

I knew this chapter would be emotional but I didn’t think I’d be sobbing at two fictional characters 😭

Brillet Delgado

Omg 😭😭

Hadjuni

I cried at the end... incredible chapter!

Sarah Murphy

Wabi sabi? More like wabi SOBBI 😭😭😭 this was a heavy chapter but thank you for the update

Kalea

It’s too early for me to be crying! 😭 Such an emotional chapter. My heart aches for both of these characters. I had a feeling that Hiro was hurting in his own way about the loss of the babies. He is head of the house and syndicate. I can understand that wall he has put up to not show any weakness or emotion about the situation. I’m so glad Sakura knocked that wall down and spoke to him. Honestly when he started crying that’s when my eyes really began to tear up. Thank you so much for this update! 🫶🏾☺️

Valintina

I really want to know more about Hiro and Sakura in their younger days (when they first met, first date, etc) before they were married. We kinda got a hint of how he was like before this mental break. I want to know more about what he went through with his mother and father- were there key patterns that triggered something for him? This chapter was amazing- sobbing for them both.

Cherrie

I don't think Hiro should blame himself for the miscarriage.

GlassDoll777

This chapter was sooooo goooddd!!! Thank you so much! ✨️✨️✨️✨️

Ajeet Pooni

This leaves me wondering why Hiro keeps Sakura away from the kids besides that he’s training them for their safety; some of them would still be infants/toddlers at this time and would be too young? This chapter definitely confirms a lot of suspicions I had about the complicated nature of their relationship, but it also raises more questions…

Taylor Ann

Wow what an emotional chapter. This was written so good I could feel both of their emotions so intensely.

Samantha King

Omggggg. This chapter. It just hit so hard 😭😭

OoOjUjUoOo

Why did I feel so emotional reading this chapter

Lelia

All that heartbreak 😭😭😭💔💔💔 I can't even imagine what they are going through.

Jordan Rivas

wow that chapter just hurt, it's so good and just creates a bigger dilemma of how I feel about these characters T^T

Yl

This chapter really opened my eyes to Hiro and why he possibly does the things he does. Thank you.

Zhang

Sad af. If this is what Shoto is seeing I'm now wondering if Sakura dies due to complications from the miscarriage and therefor Shoto blames the death on his father

Kida Williams

Ouch!! This was.... oh my heart

Breanna

This hurt so much. I need a break and then I’ll reread ❤️

Tara Phillips

My heart completely aches for them both… and for the babies… they love that both show, and the hate they both have…

Saveyourownlifefirst

This hurts to read. My heart hurts so much for Sakura. Incredible work as always, thank you.

Lady Kyhira Tenti

There is probably more but think of these last few scenes from a child's perspective. Turtle is hiding watching this all go down. Mom and dad are yelling, dad told mom to kill herself or if he can't hear body language more than implied, mom hurtimg herself, dad slapped mom, dad took off belt(depending on how much he saw he could've thought noms was going to get beat with it since Hiro was beat and we know he beats Sho) I would say from the child, Sho perspective it's a 100% DV

Lady Kyhira Tenti

Perfect example of hurt people hurt people especially family. Sometimes bad habits and trauma are the only thing you inherit

su!

the change in his eyes 🙁 once again another amazing chapter!! i‘m speechless

JaneTheDoe

Thanks for another amazing chapter❣️ I really need a long extended chapter to tell me what exactly is going on with them 😩 Sho was making me think it was a DV type relationship, but this chapter makes me think this isn’t the case 🤔 They seem like two people who really love each other and are just living a rough life. I crave understanding 🥺 They make my heart hurt 😭

Daniely Lino

with each episode i'm getting more scared of sakura's ending she deserved the best

Koda Lewis

I’ve always hated Hiro for what he did to Shoto in the beginning of the story, but now that I’ve read this, I’m questioning myself. I do feel bad for him. I do feel sympathy for him for losing his kids and Sakura but that doesn’t excuse his actions…..I still teared up a bit when he started crying over his babies. I can’t handle men crying, it kills me inside

Taylor

Amazing as usual! I have mixed feelings for Hiro - the abused became the abuser.

Roses Haller

Yeah it was on all of ours, maybe that was intentional

Lovely SirMajesty Daniel

Omgomgomgomg! I didn’t think I could feel so bad for Hiro and now question my feelings for him the things he went through and then losing Sakura on top of the kids…. I can’t