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俺の仕事辞めた（笑）| I Quit my Job lol
🕑 Added 2025-08-31 15:55:28 +0000 UTC(JP翻訳: DeepL)
こんにちは！しばらくネットから姿を消してしまってごめんね。俺が生きてるってことを知ってた唯一の場所は、ストレス解消のスケッチや近況を投稿してたディスコードだけだったよ、はは。
俺が仕事を辞めた！絶え間ないクランチとプレッシャーで、何日も連続で眠れない日々が続いていました。これが、俺が長い間他の全てから遠ざけられていた理由でもあります。（タイトルは控えめなクリックベイトです。まだ2つ残っていますが、これと比べるとかなり緩い仕事です）
面白いことに、これを打っている今、俺は約30時間起き続けた後、たった2時間の睡眠で動いているんだ（笑）。これは明らかに不健康で、俺のもともと悪い健康状態がさらに悪化するのではないかと心配だ。
とにかく、俺が長期間離れていた理由は、非常に悪質なクランチのループに陥ってしまったからです。通常、クランチはこの仕事では日常茶飯事なので、たまに1週間程度なら特に気にはしませんでした。しかし今回は、約束されていた1週間のクランチがさらに1週間延長されました。そしてまた1週間。さらに1週間。そしてまた1週間。
「これがクランチの最後の数日だ、その後は通常に戻る」という言葉を何度も聞かされ、複数のメンバーが徐々に離脱していった結果、残ったチームがさらに多くの仕事をこなさざるを得なくなり——気づけばクランチは数ヶ月も続いていた。俺の体内時計が完全に狂い、編集と描画すべきテキストの壁が、箇条書きを終わらせても延び続けるように感じられる中、俺はロボットのように扱われながら、ただ時間が過ぎていくのを感じていた。
そして、こんなに長い間気づかなかった理由？最近、過酷な仕事量とスケジュールで体調を崩し、俺が数日間の休暇を許可されたんだ。咳が止まらなくて絵が描けなくなるほどに（休暇前は咳をしながらも何とか仕事できてたんだけどな、笑）。過去のメッセージを確認して状況を知り、俺がどれほど長く離れていたか（そして何人かは俺が死んだと思い恐れてメッセージをくれていたこと）に気づいたのです。
俺はまだ生きてます！！心配させてごめんね。仕事を辞めたことで、俺がもっと継続的に作品をお届けできるはず！！今までずっと応援してくれてありがとう。
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Hello! Sorry for disappearing from the internet for some time. The only place that knew I was otherwise alive and got stress sketches and updates is discord, haha.
I've resigned from my job! It had me not sleeping for multiple days straight at a time due to constant crunch and pressure. It is also the reason why I was kept me away from everything else for very long. (the title is lowkey clickbait because I still have 2 jobs left but they are very lenient compared to this one).
Funnily enough, as I am typing this, I am running off of 2 hours of sleep after around 30 hours of being awake haha. It is severely unhealthy and I fear for my already bad health.
Anyways, the reason I was away for very long is that I got stuck in a very diabolical crunch loop. Now, crunches are usually the norm for the job so I didn't really mind a week of it every now and again but this time, the promised 1 week crunch got extended by another week. Then another. Then another. Then another.
And after countless 'this is the last few days of the crunch, then we'll be back to normal' and multiple people slowly dropping off resulting in the rest of the team having to get more things done as a result- I haven't realized that the crunch has actually been going on for months. Between me not having a proper semblance of a circadian rhythm (the crunch destroyed what little was left of it lol) and having a wall of text to edit and draw that seemed to be only getting longer even though I was finishing bullet points, time slipped by as I was basically treated like a robot.
And the way I only realized it has been this long? I was allowed to have a couple days of leave recently because I got sick due to the harsh workload and schedule. To the point I couldn't draw through coughing fits (because before the leave, I was drawing through coughing fits lmao). And I looked at past messages to see what was happening and realized how long I've been away (and some people have messaged me in fear thinking I was dead).
I'm alive still!! Sorry for worrying you. Me quitting my job hopefully means I can give you more art continuously now!! Thank you for sticking with me all this time.
Comments
mokopokoDJ
hello thank you for your concern! yea ive finally been sleeping more after i quit and ive never felt lighter in spirit in very long 🥹🥹
Lil
Dear God! That's sounds horrendous! I am glad you managed to get out of that. I hope you can get some sleep now, we don't want you to die from sleep deprivation now would we XD But seriously go to bed 2 hour of sleep in 30 hours is tortures and extremely unhealthy.
