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🕑 Added 2023-07-31 09:11:18 +0000 UTCSome very bright and beautiful days began in my life. Sincere and interesting people appear on my path, new desires arise and old ones are remembered (that have long been dusted somewhere in the darkest corner of my consciousness), I want to explore, study, get to know, discover the world for myself again. And it was at this moment that tension and misunderstanding with my boyfriend appeared... We broke up. But the story is not fully about that.
I haven't particularly shared my inner feelings in the relationship with you and I won't, because you don't need to listen to my whining.
I just want to say two things:
1) I have never felt as cool in a relationship as without them. And that makes me sad. That I did not learn to choose a partner correctly or to communicate with him correctly.
2) It is still difficult for me to lose people - to say goodbye to them. Especially when you have known each other for a long time and have seen and been there during each other's transformations. For me, this is what makes people close. So when we have to say goodbye, I lose the "closeness" of which there is so little in my life. And let that "closeness" be with incomplete acceptance of each other, and let that "closeness" often hurt you, but it was still "closeness".
But as said by all the girls I know who also just broke up with guys - it's just retrograde Venus and it's always for the best)
It is very strange that the most pleasant stage of my life coincided with the breakup of a relationship.
Comments
Cass
Such lovely photos, Julia. Esp. against the backdrop of your current emotional palette. Ty for sharing.
G Ranger
Second, relationships - they are hard. Even when you have a good partner they can be hard sometimes. I will say this - do not blame yourself. It takes two people to communicate and they both have to be committed to it. You seem to be very kind and thoughtful and some men will take advantage of that, perhaps not intentionally, but they will be attracted to your beauty and your kindness and still not be able to communicate beyond the initial passion.
