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How I Learned To Cry - Early Access Video
🕑 Added 2024-04-04 00:00:45 +0000 UTCHey Flufferschnoots, it's time for me to make a very personal "open" video. It's about a topic I've wanted to share and now feels like the right time.
Many of you have probably heard that Snowball recently passed away. I could go on and on about what impact they had on me but I'll save that for another time. I will miss them dearly.
There's a lot wrapped up in this ramble. I mention gender, which is a topic I've been cautioned about before. I feel my experience with crying is distinctly male and so I feel confident to speak about it from that perspective.
I also mention family and empathy, two topics that will most certainly be returning. I've been mentioning the OG name "OpenEgee" a lot lately and that's because I'm finally getting to where I can be truly "open" with myself.
I think a major driver for why I question life and existence is because I've personally experienced what feels like an awful lot of loss and trauma. In lieu of crying and processing the trauma, I fixate on the why.
Thank you Flufferschnoots for accompanying me on this journey to discover and understand myself. Maybe you'll discover a little something about yourself on the ride. 💙
Comments
y2crittler
thank you so much for this video . this is exactly what i needed at this moment. you said so many poignant things i had to open up my notes app and jot down. you are exactly the role model to me you talk about wanting to be and of course i hope you’re taking the time and space to keep your emotions in balance . rip rali and snowball i owe you a big part of who i am now.
MochaBox
Rest in peace Snowball 💙
