kandismon
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WIP - 153 + slightly anxious rambling!
🕑 Added 2019-03-02 21:18:21 +0000 UTCHappy March, gemlins! 💕
I finished my weekly redraw goal a day earlier than planned and for a moment I considered to keep going to get an even bigger head start into the next week but in the end I decided against that, and started sketching the NEW pages instead! I only managed 2.5 pages today before completely running out of steam and I will allow myself an early end to my work day for once (I say as it's already 10pm, lol) and go to bed to watch some Shadowhunters or something T _T)
I'm making good progress still, but the amount of tasks on my to-do-list(s) up until the summer are so many that I can't help but feel overwhelmed sometimes when I let my thoughts wander for longer than 3 seconds, which is especially counterproductive at night when I'm trying to sleep and not have 5 panic attacks simultaneously XD
I worry a lot that all of you might start feeling annoyed because there's been a lack of new content ( =new pages) here over the last few weeks, even though I did at least manage to post 9 pages in February @ _@), as well as that people on Webtoons/Tapas might get angry about not getting regular updates for a while, but the reality is that.... I can't rip myself into multiple functioning pieces to work on 5 things at once so I'm trying to prioritise and stay calm and get things done one by one instead!
That said, I am getting tired of only redrawing so I want to start working a little bit of new content into my days again, too, because when I speak of prioritising that also means everyone here on Patreon, you are, after all, my major source of support so I want to give you as much as I possibly can ; u;) And also I need at least a small change of pace or I'll be going insane before I can even finish the redraw and open preorders. Also I really wanna continue telling this story aaaah during a sleepless night the other day I suddenly had an epiphany and some plot things that I had been wrecking my brain about for weeks fell into place so neatly!! I love when problems solve themselves on their own after a while, lol.
So I hope you enjoy this sketch of the first page of the next episode!! It doesn't spoil anything yet, but I can't express how I excited I am to draw that first panel :'))) Cityscapes are so therapeutic and calming to me, it's gonna be a blast!
And now... I'm going to bed OTL I hope this post makes at least a little sense, my brain is very fried, I haven't taken a day off in way too long (pls don't scold me, I kinda forgot 😭), but I'll definitely be taking one or two days off again next week!!
Comments
Professormac2025
Loving what you are doing. I really loved the last muted update. Looking forward to seeing the rest of the story and watching Kai heal and grow and their relationship develop. I believe that it will be worth the wait ❤💋
Inuki
-rises from the dead- From all the notifications I have in my inbox, I say you're thinking about us a lot. :) And I will even add that you spoiled us a lot, especially since the weekend before Valentine's Day. -wiggles eyebrows- I can only imagine how hard the whole redraw must be and it's totally normal to wish to draw something else at some point. Remember to take care of yourself and to take your breaks, ok? :) Doing your best is enough.
