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a small PSA :> (that quickly turns into me rambling about Fantastic Beasts)
🕑 Added 2018-11-26 10:21:54 +0000 UTC Hello my gemlins! โจI just wanted to update you on a few things real quick!
My original plan was to return to Patreon yesterday with a bit of a longer post on an art relevant topic that I think could be interesting to discuss! And today I wanted to post the next pages of chapter 4. I had it all figured out and was on schedule. Until yesterday ๐ญ
I had a bit of a sudden health scare that left me unable to do anything but spend an entire day focused on just my breathing, literally XD It's nothing bad, so please don't worry!! But my body is exhausted today and I'd like to give it another day or two to rest and chill out.
Which means all planned content for November will be delayed for a few more days, as well as replies to comments ; _;)
Just so you know wha's up and don't start wondering why I haven't been around in over a week ๐ Please take care of yourself, everyone!! ๐๐
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For those who want to know the full story and some talk about Fantastic Beasts too, here you go xD
For some reason my dumb body decided to freak out completely during the night from Saturday to Sunday over a bit of a cough and went full panic mode and tried to make me believe I couldn't breathe, which was of course nonsense?? But during the night all of my muscles had started cramping up in panic and over the course of the day, every time I coughed it'd happen again and there I was wheezing for dear life like a fool XD It's funny to me today, but I was actually at a point yesterday where I was like okay shit how do I get to the ER if necessary and what do I do with my dog during that time I have no time to suffocate!!!!
Anyway shortly after I decided to try if it'd help if I shifted my attention to something else completely, so I put in some music, loud enough so that I couldn't hear myself breathing anymore and just focused on the beat. And that helped right away T -T) I even fell asleep for 2 hours and felt much better afterwards! But the moment I turned the music off and could hear my breathing and the cough again, my muscles would go right back to cramping up like complete idjits. So in the end I spend most of the day trying to sleep, listening to music. Not the worst way to deal with something I guess :')
Other distractions also helped!!! Like movies!!
For the last couple of weeks I've been watching hundreds of interviews with the Fantastic Beasts cast, without ever having seen any of the films or knowing anything about them. And all those people were so sweet all the time and so beautiful and I grew so fond of them so quickly ; _;) That I caved and finally watched the first film yesterday, and OH BOI. I loved it, it was so good..!! I love all the characters so much, of course I have the softest spot for Credence, but also Newt is a big favourite, as well as Jacob and Queenie ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ Too many cuties, and so many beautiful creatures!! Ah man I enjoyed it so much, I might actually rewatch it again later today. This also tickled my fanart senses very badly!! Which sucks when I can hardly sit up for longer than 20 minutes thanks to sore muscles jhdfsdfsj
Anyway, I know everyone has very different opinions especially on the 2nd film, but I definitely want to see it very soon, too ; A;) I can deal with the story going down the drain, as long as the characters I love are still in there, lol. (Also my main excitement is to see Claudia Kim in the second one, in interviews she's the most gorgeous person ever and her voice is so calming and I love her with Ezra Miller together especially, SO GIMME HER AND CREDENCE in all their glory hell yeah!!)
Did any of you see the movies yet? What are your opinions? ' -') And who's your favourite??
I must leave now, I'm so tired it's ridiculous hjsdf But I'll see you soon!!! ๐๐๐
Comments
Mab
Awh I'm really sorry that happen! But don't be afraid to take your time recovering, don't rush it if you need more time! Also ironically i just saw the new Fantastic Beasts movie lol. But it was because my friends dragged me even though I haven't seen the first one yet (which looks better in my opinion). The second one was... okay? It felt like filler? Like if it wasn't HP then I wouldn't probably been as interested. But anyway I hope you feel better, and again don't be afraid to take care of yourself!
Saia
I'm so happy that you are doing better! I get panic attacks often, (part of why I'm a semi-hermit), so I know how annoying and scary, for lack of a better word, that they can be. I'm glad that doggo was with you and that you found some ways that helped. Tbh, I just figured the reason that you'd been away was because of you doing life type things. You know, since you aren't an art producing robot and need time to relax and enjoy yourself. โค๏ธ I loved Fantastic Beats! I cried at the end when it looked like their Muggle friend wouldn't be able to to be with Queenie anymore....in the theater....like a boob... ๐ I had to look up to see if he would be in the next one right after! I'm excited for the newest one too. I don't know that I have a favorite. Definitely not the orphenage lady... I agree with you about the cast irl. I just want to hug them all! ๐ค But that would be weird... and creepy. Anyway, I'm glad that you are doing better!! ๐ค
